My love story

2009-10-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

I guess i'll just post some pictures...
To prevent my blog from dying :D

Here they are (:
And they are not edited yeahs...

2009-09-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh!
This weekend just sucks lurhs ):
I've been feeling so sick for the past few days can :\
Hope there's no oral after school tomorrow!
I coughed until my voice like sha sha derhs ><
And whatever i eat totally tasteless... Yucks!

What's gotten into me?
Why am i feeling so weak?
Why am i even still living in this world?
Why can't it end sooner?
Why can't i lead a happy life? :\
Why must god make things hard for me?
Why must i suffer?
Why do i deserve all this?
What did i do wrong in my previous life? ><
Why why why?!

So many questions are running in my mind right now...
I just can't seem to say them out one by one...
You'll probably think im insane or something...
I'm freaking uselesss lurhs!
Always make people upset..
Angry...
Worried...
Why do they even bother about a pile of rubbish?
It's just getting ready to be thrown into the bin...
And it's the sort that can't be recycled..
So i'll just be buried deep underground long forgotten...
Until it decompose :\
Who knows when will it decompose ><
Maybe millions and zillions of years later?
I'm sure it won't decompose in just one night right? :\
If it can...
Than miracles will happen and pigs can fly liaos...

Do wishes comes true?
I don't think they do though :\
Cause i had this 1 little wish i've always wanted...
Just 1 only yeahs!
I'm not too greedy :\
But it will never come true i guess ><
Perhaps i should make another wish....
But that 1 wish is the wish i wanted most lurhs ):
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I'm so vexed....
EOY's coming some more :\
So not into studying lerhs!
Someone help please ):
I'm feeling so lost...
Like a needle in the haystack...
It will never be found...

2009-09-21T11:52:00.001+08:00

Loneliness is all i'm feeling right now :\
Don't come provoking me...
I don't know what i will do...
I'm just exhausted from all this...
I want a break!
I want to change for the better!
I want the old me ):
I will bottle up everything within me from now onwards...
I ain't going to be straightforward anymore...
Sometimes i even wonder why am i even in this world?
I wish it would end sooner...
I don't want to suffer anymore...
I tried being optimistic...
But i still can't get rid of the pessimistic me...
It's just faking a smile to tell everyone that im alright...
You won't know when im faking it...
And when it's the real one....

I had enough of this silly game....
I want to get out of it....
I quit !
I give up !
GAME OVER !

2009-09-21T11:21:00.002+08:00

Hahas.. I saw this somewhere :\

"Away they have gone
To a Far away land
No longer to come again
Never to hold my hand
All that now remains
Are lovely unwashed memories
Which are like footprints on sand"

Ahhh... Bored ><
I'm still not feeling so well lorhs ):
Totally no appetite eat lurhs...
I skipped breakfast.
Guess i'm skipping lunch too...
As the breakfast was part of my lunch :\
What is that word humans create for breakfast + lunch again?
Hmmms... Is it brunch? :\
Ohh well...

Wonder what i'll be doing today worhs...
I feel like a weakling lurhs ):
Keep coughing plus flu somemore...
I just don't get it nerhs...
I'm sweating like hell and i can still have flu :\
Weird sickness ._.
Hope i get better by tomorrow x.x
Hope my voice gets better by the time i have my english oral...
Otherwise it will be a gonecase liaos D:
Than i'll drop to NA....
Eeek! So not going to let it happen lurhs ><
1 more year of studies in secondary while i could be doing many other things...

Hmmms... I'll update again later...
Trying to keep my blog alive :\
People, spam my tagboard can?
It's so dead ><

I'm trying so hard to smile...
But in the end i failed...
And continued frowning.

2009-09-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hohos! I'm kinda hyper right now :B
Not sure why toos!
Well... 2nd post for today?
1st post was posted while slacking xP
Cause basically was just tooo boredd !
Agreee marhs? Hehes....

I'm so not going to talk about school lurhs ><
After school...
Had a survey about drugs...
And some of the questions were like so private cans!
How can ask such questions LOLS!
And i was so stupid that i couldn't answer them...
So i just simply put a i don't know :D
"Clever" right! Hahahas laughs :x Me so bhb oh ><

Than than after that....
Waited in school with Cherying and Kehui for Chersiew (:
She had geog extra lesson ><
Ours was yesterday hehes (:
But me and Rose were basically just talking lorhs :P
Still, I managed to listen a little lurhs ^^
Naughty Elephant Squirts Water!
.............North(Naughty)
West(Water)+ East(Elephant)
.............South(Squirts)
Hahahas! You can ignore those "..." :P

It's cute right!
What an easy way to remember it lerhs ^^
I've learnt something new! Wooohooo :X
That's so lame ><

After that...
Went northpoint ^^
Chatted with Kehui during bus ride until she alighted....
Than went northpoint walk walk...
Than go library found books to read ><
But than... It's not interesting de lorhs! Freak ):
So i started doing my homework larhs...
The maths paper :\
Did 2 pages lerhs ^^
Happy happy (: I meant 2 pages and not 2 sheets of paper okays!
Hahahas :x Killed all my braincells lerhs (:
Than went popular buy pen...
Cause he reaching soon....
Bought le went to the meeting point :\
I don't know he pop out from where de lorhs!
Scary lurhs! Hahas :x Magic ^^
Than went library blah blah blah...
Dad msg me to buy dinner...
He pei me go buy (: Hehes...
Thanks oh :D
I know i went a big big round...
I just like walking that way marhs T_T
And you said until like... I don't know ):
Neverminds... Sorry worhs...
Cannot sad le horhs!
Than pei him walk to mrt than i went home ^^

2009-09-17T09:17:00.003+08:00

Hohos... Currently at music room slacking :P
No larhs... Cause we finished the work already marhs^^
Gina teo keep seeing me write so paiseh :x
Nowadays go home very late lorhs :\
Yesterday still went home in the heavy rain :P
Shuang de lurhs !
Than now shoe still abit wet can...
Sighs.... Today staying back again :\
That zhuu keep teasing me lorhs ><
So bad derhs he =.=
I'm so bored now lerhs....
Gina bully meee T_T
Hahahas !
Gina the big bully xP

-Edited-

Hahas... once again im at the music room...
Supposed to be having maths but Mr Yeung not here!
Cheers :D HAhahahas laughs :x
But he gave us maths worksheet to do =.=
Sians.... I yesterday derhs also haven't complete :\
Hope he doesn't read this lorhs...
He'll kill me cans :x wakakakas....
That person will know im referring to him ><

Maths maths maths.... Hate it so much worhs >< Sighs....
Later ask him tutor me again ^^
Short term memory lerhs ):
Worse subject is maths ><
Sighs..... I don't feel like doing it lorhs...
And just now went dental so escaped the boring geography lesson...
But than... It won't do me any good also....
Sian-ed im so tired today lerhs ):
I almost fell asleep during science lesson can :x
Si gina !!!
Baddie !

2009-09-13T19:41:00.002+08:00

1 week holidays so fast over sias....
Sighs...
I finally managed to finish homework needed to pass up tomorrow ><
Schools starting again....
Homework is bound to pile up...
Exams are coming and i'm not in the mood to study still :\
What to do...?
Gotta force myself O:

Not gonna post much though....
There's nothing interesting about life =.=
Just plain old boring x.x
And i want my audi back lurhs ):
So missed it can....
I just went back to audi yesterday cause my cousin house got...
It changed until so nice le lerhx ^^
And the songs are so up to date LOLS!
Hahahas laughs :x

Ohh btw,
People jio me out lehx ><
I know this ain't the right timing...
But still can jio me out have study group marhs ._.
This is so boring...
Everyday stuck at home...
I wanna go out !
It's true...
When you get to go out all the time...
You tend to not go out and stay at home...
When you don't get to go out all the time...
You tend to wanna sneak out :x
Don't you think so ? Hehes....

2009-09-08T11:36:00.005+08:00

Booohooo...
I'm so effing bored at home lurhs can ?!
Grrr....
Oh yeahs and before i forget...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIRU'Stead <3
And
STANLEY'CUZZ (:

Ehhhs,
Stanley...
Seee i soo good remember your birthday lerhs! LOLS :x
I so wu xim right xP
Ahahahas! Joking lurhs...
So bhb sias me ._.
And horhs....
Now holidays liaos lerhs !
Want meet up? O:
You that time say want meet up in the end boh !
Grrr..... Some kind of cousin LOLS :x
Seems like you still owe me something lerhs ^^ Hahas!
Ohhh, btw....
You've grown older by 1 years old le lerhs !
Still as childish :B

Huiru,
Thanks for cheering me up lehx ^^
I don't even know whether you will read my blog or not lorhs O:
Ohh..
And so sorry about yesterday xP
Today your birthday i will be happy happy derhs :D
But i'm freaking tired lurhs :x
Last but not least,
May all your wishes comes true XD

Lalalalalas~
Okays... I'm done with that ._.
Grrr... Sister didn't go school T_T
I don't know how to go out later liaos...
She sure want to follow me derhs lorhs damit ...
Sooo... Huiru,
I might not be there so early oh O:
*hoping she would see this*

Holidays like no holidays like that =.=
A mountain of homework waiting to be done by me!
I did only a bit of the Maths homework lorhs x.x
It basically killed all my braincells alright!
Hai shi science teacher better lurhs O:
1 worksheet only :DDDD
Talking about science...
I used to like science a lot...
But now i hate it like bloody hell!
Cause you have to do calcutions for this, that blah blah blah ._.
Its sort of linked to Maths liao lorhs...
And you have seriously no idea how much i hate Maths Ooo
Further more, my parents expect alot from me in my Maths lorhs...
Just because they are good at it doesn't mean i am !
Everyone have their own strengths and weakness right ?!
I'm weak and suckish in Maths and thats that!
Got it ?! =.="

Today early morning funneh lurhs :x
My dad woke me up grr !
I wanted to sleep some more de lorhs ><
He see me he shocked LOLS !
Asked me why i suddenly become so tann roflol :x
I was out the whole of yesterday lurhs can ._.
Basically just didn't want to go home....
Than when i reached home i went straight to bed xP
Lalalalalalas....
Why on earth am i talking about yesterday?!
Sighs.... Shouldn't talk about it anymore ^^

Hmmms... I'm leaving home soon O:
Maybe not...
I don't even know whether i want to go or not lehx ._.
I bet cuzz is having loads of fun on his birthday XD
Lalalalalalas~
I think i'll go have a quick nap O:
Hope i don't overslept nias :x
Nights people ^^

I wonder why i don't feel upset O:
I'm just glad that i once had you though ^^
Ohhh.. It's so over...
No point turning back now!
I'm so going on without you (:
It's not the end of the world yet :D
I wonder if this is a happy or sad ending roflol :x

2009-09-06T19:58:00.004+08:00

Blah blah blah...
I'm here once again...
For no reasons xP Muahahahas :x

Yesterday slept really 'early' lorhs xP
Chat with baby until i cannot sleep :x
Cause once i closed my eyes than got those creepy images appearing...
I don't know why also lorhs ><
Sleepless lurhs D:
Than like finally i fell asleep due to tiredness O:

Later in the day i couldn't wake up lorhs x.x
Huiru missed call me twice at 9++ =.=
I still sleeping lorhs :x
Than baby called me at 10++ then i wake up lerhs :x
I don't know why i didn't hear until huiru's call but hear until baby's call LOLS!
Cause yesterday night after baby put down the phone than my hp died :x
So zun lurhs can.... So i put it on the table to charge lorhs ><
Than than than.... Told baby to change the timing to 1pm x.x
I couldn't wake up lorhs ):
I heard baby's voice so upset....
Than i felt kinda guilty lurhs ._.
After that i couldn't sleep lorhs ><
So i told baby that than we met at around 12pm :B

I rushed out lorhs! :x
Than i forget take earpiece....
Forget take that thingy.... Only he knows what im referring to xP
So sadd lorhs....
Baby was waiting for me at the mrt plateform xP
Just nice i reached the train come muahahahas :B
Tooo much coincidence ? LOLS XD
Boarded the train to causeway point...
Reached le than went library :B

Do maths hehes... I keep getting stuck there lurhs :x
Heng got baby there to help me xP Hehes...
Than slacked there awhile....
Baby keep looking at me until i cannot do lorhs ><
Than it killed all my braincells O:
After that i got hungry...
So went kfc to eat hehehes...
I'm so gonna be broke this week lurhs...
Pok liaos ):

Eat lerhs went popular buy somethings...
After that went minitoons buy sweets O:
Than walk around ><

2009-09-06T19:43:00.001+08:00

Me and Baby^^

Jiamin's baobei is here!
Hehes. Baby, next time don't sleep late late le ok? Hehes, really thanks for accompanying till overmidnight. I Love You. You Are The Best! Today~ Called her, she just woke up. Told me that she wanted to change the meeting time to 1pm. Alright, at first i was upset. But then i understood, she slept late yesterday. So I revise\do Amath while waiting for her to get the extra sleep she needed. I hope that she did not think about me and can have that littlebit of extra sleep~ XO After awhile, baobei changed her mind again, she told me that she can't sleep, so we'll meet at 12pm. We meet at 1hour later than the planned time, headed to library to study. Hehes. More of slacking and sweeting, hehes! After the stuffs at library, we went to CWP. Baobei say she want to buy something for her mother. Hehes. We headed to popular and she bought it. After that, we went to mini toons to buy sweets because i told her my mouth abit itchy. Bought all those chewy sweets. I picked one sour type sweets! But it's ok. Eating with baobei transform the sour sweet into sweet sweet! Hahas. We headed back to library again, this time not to study, but to sit down and rest. Hehes. The many many more details at the library will be cut off, :D Bytheway baby, it feels the best at this period of time at the library before we went home! Muacks.

2009-08-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hais... My tagboards so dead lurhs >< Today sure isn't a good day for me... Ohh you people won't know how hurt i felt larhs....

Today had ACES day and Teacher's day celebration... They smsed us saying it will end at 11.30am =.= Than in the end lerhs... Ended earlier than than that.... I don't know whether is is a good thing or a bad thing lerhs....

Took bus to xishan.... Of course still have to walk a distance larhs >< They say cannot go in school until 1pm =.= Oh how pathetic... Where got like that one lorhs...
Waited at basketball court.... Than 1pm lerhs.... We went to Gate A and wait... Than we found out that you have to ask a teacher to bring you in Zzzz... Idiots larhs ! We waited like don't know how long than they tell us that.... Stupid security guard.... Brainless! Than Chester called cai lao shi come out bring us in lorhs.... He walked very slowly lurhs x.x We standing there sweating like hell le lols :x In the end went in walk walk.... Found cai lao shi, fu lao shi and qiu lao shi. Sadly Mrs Lim was just nice away on course ): What bad luck.... Than at the area outside bookshop saw Ms Kong ^^ Surprisingly she still remembers me xP Than i was suddenly reminded of Mr Hakim LOLS! Was thinking whether to go find him or not lorhs... Kinda lazy larhs and no one pei me also....

After that went canteen sit awhile... Saw charel ^^ Long time no see~ So busy horhs xP Ohh and that Ahgong so bad ): Call you, you just smile to me... Good lorhs you! Don't want ruin you image~ Suan liaos. Than went gate A sat at shelter there.... Than found out something.... Sighs >< Oh well.... Also can't do anything to change it... She won't heed our advice derhs.... She'll regret it one day....

Than me and Brasel wanted to go in and i planned to go causeway point buy that soft toy for my sister as birthday present.... Suddenly it rained.... It got heavier and heavier lorhs >< We ran in the rain to the opposite side barhs.... Saw Joan and friends.... Than Brasel ask if she want go northpoint eat... Than went....

Why must your friends smoke infront of me.... I seriously don't like it but i beared with it... Didn't you realise i kept moving away? I moved... Brasel followed than they also.... I can't stand the smoke that's why i moved away.... I really don't like it.... If want smoke don't do it infront of me next time.... My mood was ruin.... My smiled turned into a frowned.... Than Brasel asked me want to go... Than i said anything like i always will okays.... Who knows... You can't pangseh your friends right i understand.... So they came along i don't mind... I walked way ahead.... You should know why... Kinda moodless already barhs....

Walked shelter to Northpoint... In the end the rain got smaller so just walk lorhs.... Reached GV... I wanted to go Causeway point derhs.... Brasel wanted to eat at Northpoint so went lorhs.... Waited at GV for Deborah's mother.... In the end me and Brasel went Mac eat... She say she very hungry in the end eat Mcflurry only lols ._. Jieh, eat Mcflurry than will very full meh? :x Soon they came also... Saw Chunwei... All ate his fries LOLS... I lost my appetite lurhs... I had only a meal for today which is dinner =.= Yes, i was really hungry... But i just can't seem to have the appetite to eat... Even if you forced me to eat i would have just vomitted everything out... Why make things worse anyway...

After that took train to Causeway point.... Pei Joan go Mac eat.... I asked Brasel help me buy $1 sprite but she buy wrongly x.x Neverminds barhs.... While they were gone... I took out my earpiece and listened to music.... Hopefully it would cheer me up but didn't.... Than Chester ask me pei him talk... Kept asking me what's wrong cause i was pulling a long face.... So you really want to know why huh?

Firstly, I was moodless... I mentioned it earlier.... Secondly, i wasn't feeling really good.... Thirdly, I somehow felt left out... 3 Reasons... Happy enough? Just ignore it if you feel its rubbish to you barhs.... Don't even know whether you will read it or not....

After eating went popular to see if still got that soft toy.. Went but don't have le so neverminds.... Than went minitoons see can buy what... Nothing nice =.= Sighs... Is finding a gift that hard? Especially when i know what she likes most..... Gosh, I'm so useless.... Imbecile. After that i called mum than tell her that thing don't have lerhs.... So some other time than buy... Okays fine... I wasn't really in the mood for shopping anyway... After that went home.... Took train back... Top up ezlink card cause gonna no money le lurhs.... Than i was blurred... I didn't see carefully but i thought i saw " Please top up sign" than i thought i didn't scan dao Zzzzz.... But heng it did lurhs... I went out than i top up lorhs.... If not how to take bus next time? x.x

Ohhh.. I just kept quiet the whole journey... Well almost barhs... My mind was blank.... Kinda daydreamed a little... Besides i don't know what to say and i have nothing to say... Might as well just keep silent later say wrong things worse larhs.... Reached Yishun lerhs... Bidded goodbye to Brasel and alighted blah blah blah.... Ohh great... Something happened... I bear my tears.... My eyes were watery le lurhs... I think Chester knows.... Than i just walked real quickly than Joan shouted my name... I turned behind eyes abit watery than she said goodbye... I waved a little and walked to the traffic light... I was leaning against the traffic light de pole... Ohh whatever is that thingy larhs >< Than i noticed Joan and Chester standing behind me.... Ohh and i was almost crying already... Couldn't help it anymore... Than cross the road le i can't control liaos... The tears started flowing out... I took off my spects and wiped it away like any ordinary human being would... Than i just want to hurry off into the lift home.... When i was walking under my block towards the lift... Joan ran up to me ask me if i okay... I just mumbled leave me alone... Don't know if she heard it... I went into the lift...

As soon as the lift door closes i started crying.... Than i quickly went home and called baby... Hais... Sorry i made you worry calling you so suddenly and i was crying.... Asked baby to call me back.... Told him what happened.... I was feeling very hurt can.... Than my dad suddenly came out... I guess he heard me crying... Than asked me what happened i just kept saying leave me alone.... Than he say he will ask me again later... Why must you people force me to say i don't want to... Ohh give me a break please ):

I managed to escape it though... I went to the room and talked to baby until i was pretty tired and went to sleep.... Woke up dad already went to work... Well... I was woken up by my mum for dinner.... Don't know what's wrong with her lurhs... She kept shouting ><

You've changed so much...
All of you did....
I meant most of you did...

2009-08-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

Another boring old day....
Something bad happened recently...
I guess i shouldn't talk about it barhs...
Get well soon sista <3
I want to visit you but i can't due to H1N1 and so on....
Looking forward to see you back in school worhs ^^

Today nothing much...
Did a little bit of my maths...
Do not long than was sick and tired of it ><
It's weird...
Sometimes im so in love with maths...
Sometimes i just hate it to the core lols !
Ahh heckcare...
This reminds me lorhs...
I did badly for the recent common test...
Die like hell lurhs ):
From A grade drop until don't know what...
How pathetic...

Well.. At least that gave me a signal...
It's telling me i gotta buck up....
I have to stop all my nonesense lerhs...
Really need to focus in class...
And start doing my homework on my own...
Instead of copying :x
I'm so lazy...
But for my own sake...
I gotta get rid of that laziness....

Monday is ACES day....
Ohh whatever is that for....
Than gonna have Teachers Day celebration...
So school's ending at 11.30am
Than i guess i'll be heading back to xishan ^^
I heard that the principal asked the guard not to let us in...
Freaking principal !
Grrr... Toopid Mr kiran !
Students want visit Teachers also cannot?
Where got like that one...
Who made up that rule de huh ?!
Some kind of principal lurhs ._.
Wonder whose going back to xishan O:
Tell me if you are cans?
I know its abit too last minute :X

Recently having moodswings though....
So it's best if you don't come provoking me uhhs...
And sorry if i said something wrong ><

Oh ya!
Peeps, Please stop sms-ing my old number cans?
My bro currently using that number till the contract ends i guess x.x
He keeps telling me:
"Jie, Message for you again!" LOLS
How sad....
No one messages to him or call him :x
Except my parents of course xP
Msn me or ask me personally for my number...
Oh yeahs....
Heres my msn: jaslynx33@hotmail.com
Feel free to add me yeahs ^^
If i know your someone i hate...
You'll see what will happen :x Hahas...
And don't you try and prank me horhs horhs ._.
It ain't funny alrights....

I wonder how long will my enthusiasm last for blogging O:
I'm really letting my laziness get over me....
Nonono...
I won't let my laziness get over me...
I won't let jealousy get over me.... :x
Why did i even say that =.=

2009-08-20T21:28:00.004+08:00

Boooh! Hehehes...
I'm back with some pictures ^^
Hopefull i can upload them uhhs...

Wahahas...
The retarded asshole neighbour...
Niklas aka Niklan XD
Nik the buffalo wakakakakas!

Those two are edited by Shannon(?) LOLS

Baby and me <3 Hehehes
Taken last saturday at CWP...
Loves(L)

Ohh by the way...
Those pictures of niklas aka niklan is bluetooth to me by Shannon :D
Credits to her muahahahas XD
That's all for now ^^

2009-08-20T17:10:00.003+08:00

What is your biggest weakness?

Too Anxious/Paranoid

You find it hard to trust anyone and may find you bottle things up, which does not always help as it causes you to feel too stressed and you may eventually explode! Take it easy!

What is God's gift in you?

A HEALER

Your destiny is a healer. Healers have always been on this earth. God has been granting the ability to heal to different people. Does the title "healer" sound strange when placed on anyone other than a Western Medical doctor? If people need healing or relief and wellness is beyond their current strength, be assured that God made someone capable of offering tangible help ... ask God it might be you !

Which bible verse best describes your life?

I Peter 5:7

Cast all your cares on him, because he cares for you.--You tend to try to solve all your own problems. Jesus is there waiting for you with open arms to help you and care you through. Let him--He loves you

What type of bf/gf are you?

A LAID BACK GF/BF

With you it is all good, you do not keep your bf/gf from spending time with friends. You enjoy each other company and your relationship is totally based on communication, respect, trust and understanding. This shows that you are in love and knows how to treat your bf/gf the right way. You are not jealous so you give your bf/gf his/her own free will which makes them more comfortable being with you and having you has their partner. You are the best type to have!!

Are you calm or angry all the time?

Calm

You, my friend, are as calm as the wind. When the wind is calm anyway. You don't need to prove anything to anyone as long as you know it you don't care. You could even be a councilor to those people with anger issues.

What do your eyes say about you?

Mysteries.

When people look into your eyes, they see mysteries galore. You're a deep and intellectual person, and others can see that through your sparkling eyes. You're quiet and shy, but once you get to know someone, you become comfortable around them. Your eyes often spark curiousity in others, and it bothers people how they can never tell what you're really thinking. You're hard to read and often hide your true emotions. ( Quite true though :x )

How naughty are you?

60% Naughty

You know when to control yourself and you know right from wrong, BUT you have a different side, and when this side comes out you wont be affraid to try anything!!

What 2009 song are you?

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

You are a climb. You are reaching for your goals and believing who u truly are. Your very sweet and sensitive to everyone you know. This makes you very appealing to people. Everyone knows that you are the quiet, shy, mature SEXY person

Okays... Enough quizes already...
Did them out of pure bored-ness x.x
I've been neglecting my blog for quite some time lerhs...
I think it's time i go back to blogging yeahs ^^
Yeahs i know...
It's just words, words, words and even more words...
I'll try and include some pictures if i can find any...
Perhaps this will make it less boring yeahs...
Anyway... Life is boring de marhs ><
You can't do a thing about it....

Hehes.... You know what?
Those quizes some are actually quite true worhs Oo
Bleahs... xP
I'm trying to stay cheerful....
Trying to stay optimistic....
Sorry if i look absent minded sometimes :x
I don't know what's happening to me...
Was kinda distracted nowadays...
Daydreams easily during lessons x.x
Especially Maths lesson... Gah...

Early morning...
6am dad woke me up ._.
Sheesh... Went back to sleep..
Around 7.30am woke up again ><
Bathe, brush teeth, wash up etc etc LOLS!
Wonder who's the dirty fellow who doesn't do that xP
Bus-ed to school...
Reached... Assembly and so on...
Oh yeahs, this reminds me...
During the bus ride... One of my seniors sat beside me...
But i guessed she forgot me ): Sadded...
Anyway, as i was passing by AISS,
I saw Terry Tay at basketball court... LOLS
He was like playing alone?
Awww, how sad :x
But impossible barhs... His so hot ._.
Grr.
And and and....
My skirt kena caught O:
Who cares ._.
Si bian tai... Look at girls skirt...

Went for music lesson...
Sighs... That teacher Zzz...
We were still looking for pictures for the powerpoint lorhs!
Slow rights?! I know ><
So we planned to go Gina's house to do it on Monday after the Maths remedial...
Sheesh....
After music is what arhs arhs?
Gahh... Short term memory siahs x.x
Neverminds....
Let's jump to Geography...
Ohh... Had common test...
Sighs.... I have a feeling i'm gonna flunk it lorhs...
I'm so losing confidence in myself...
Howhowhow? Why am i so distracted lately?
Sighs... I guess it's not too late to get back on track now...
I'm so gonna focus in class lerhs...

Recess....
Ate siew mai and drank milo as usual :x
Vanessa said milo again...
I say i like marhs :x
Than she say i like marhs ... Lols...
I think only she knows what i'm talking about ._.
After that walked around aimlessly...
Than i wanted to go basketball court...
So we went there...
Surprisingly saw Andy and Junzhi playing LOLS!
They were so easy to spot lurhs :X bleahs xP
So we watched them have a friendly match...
And at the same time...
Me and Vanessa were also chatting and laughing xP
Vanessa was sms-ing :X Horhs horhs ! Hahahas !
Bell rang so went up to class....
Walked 1 big big round xP
Vanessa wanted to diao Zhengjie LOLS ><
So we walked past his class...
Louis was there too XD
They were having a test or something :x

After that was science...
Had science test....
Kinda cheated though ><
Alot of people were like complaining about the last question :x
Thanks Lukris for you help xP
And sorry for so called ganging up with Joey and Agnes to take your stuffs :x
By thw way, Yala yala your way smarter than me lurhs ._.

After that was bloody maths ._.
Finished up the last 2 questions of the notes..
Then went through the common test paper...
Guess what...
I can't believe i flunked it damn badly lurhs !
Totally unexpected lorhs x.x
Those questions i expected to be correct were wrong ._.
How is that possible Grrr...
I've gotta jiay0us lerhs...
But the only this is... I'm running out of oil ><
Sadded...
I was disappointed lurhs....
Baby was disappointed with his O level chinese results too...
We must jiay0us together alrights <3

After that.... Before lessons ended....
Mr yeung asked who is the most creative person in class...
Hohohos... Guess who barhs ^^
Hmmms... No idea ehhhs?
It's Lelia larhs :D
2nd was Andy hohohos!
Andy seems to be good in alot of things ehh ^^
That was supposed to be a compliment alrights...

After that...
Waited outside the classroom...
Atika was waiting for me...
I was waiting for Vanessa...
Vanessa was waiting for Lukris...
Lukris was waiting for Andy...
Than Junzhi lerhs?
I don't know muahahahahas XD
While waiting, Lukris, Vanessa and Junzhi played "Monkey" with a basketball lols..
It was funneh XD
Me and Atika were watching and laughing at the same time xP

Than walked walked walked....
Vanessa arhs Vanessa...
Why can't you make up your mind derhs ?!
Today say after school want go northpoint...
Than change to play basketball...
Then in the end you want go home =.="
Than yesterday lerhs?
You said you wanted to go Funland...
But first you have to go home and change your clothes...
In the end lerhs?
You changed your mind and decided not to go cause its too troublesome...
Sheesh... ><
Anyway... I seriously wanna find a buddy to stay back in school with me le lurhs...
Like how i used to in primary school....
I don't care whether its only a person or 1 whole group....
I don't care whether its boy(s) or girl(s)...
I don't give a damn to it alrights....

Baby,
Do you know how much i missed you today?
Sighs....
Where the hell are you when i need you uhhs?
You left me alone lorhs ):
Oh well...
But at least i know you didn't do it on purpose...
You had your english oral...
Your disappointed with it...
Afraid you might not do well...
I tried to cheer you up...
But you kinda like gave me a cold shoulder....
*shivers*
You know i don't like it....
Perhaps next time i should just leave you alone?
Its up to you barhs...
I just wanted to comfort you to make you feel better...
I don't know if i have done it...
Or have i made it worse....
I really don't...
I'm sorry i'm so distracted, so absent minded nowadays...
If your reading this...
Don't feel hurt, upset or anything alrights...
I just wanna say out how i feel...

Rose,
Cheer up okays...
You have given away your first kiss to a 'bastard'....
He toyed with you feelings...
You cried for like 4hours just because of him...
Is it worth it?
Forget him barhs...
I know its not easy...
Cause i've been through the same thing...
Loving someone is easy...
But forgetting someone you love takes forever...
I'll lend you a listening ear if you need one...
Like how you lend a listening ear to others when they need so...
Smile like you always do alrights ^^
That's the Rose i know :D
Cheers !

2009-08-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

Firstly...
Happy First Month Baby <3
Hehehes...
We made it through thick and thin...
I believe we will last forever ^^
Don't keep thinking that your a bad boyf alrights...
Cause let me tell you this...
You ain't one..
Your a good boyf <3
The best anyone could ever have and your mine ^^
My boy ! Hahahs XD
Shadan, iloveyou <33

2009-08-15T19:39:00.003+08:00

Hohos~ Back to blogging ^^
Haven't updated for very long sias ><
Oh yeahs .
Please tag when passing by !
I'm going to have the habit of replying tags lerhs (:
Let's start the post from yesterday Oo

Friday, 14 August 2oo9

Happy Birthday Rose ! LOLS
I didn't know roses have birthdays too xP
Rose arhs rose !
Ni you lao le yi sui le worhs :x
Stay chio alrights ^^

Ummms... I forgot what happen during lesson times ._.
Last period was science .
Rosydi was like making a fool out of himself lols !
He used elastic band tie here and there .
Making funny faces :x
Talking about this...
It reminds me of the day before .
Thursday, 13 August 2oo9 .
Me, Vanessa, Atika, Dion, Lukris and lukris friend went to the Chef's Restaurant ._.
Well i just ordered fries barhs ><
The food there were damn ex can....
And when we entered there were a group of people...
I heard them saying..
Woahs they also so high class .
Dots lurhs ><
I like can't eat my food like that lorhs ...
Lukris kept making me laugh Zzzz .
Laughed until stomach pain lurhs x.x

Okays. Back to friday .
After school ...
Cabbed to northpoint with Vanessa and Dion :x
Vanessa paid for the taxi fare .
Thanks darling <3
So we went to my house .
Me and Vanessa changed into our Half-u .
Dion was like sitting at the gate there ._.
Then changed le went northpoint .
Dion went to buy ice cream .
On the way at Mac there saw Vanessa's mum Lols .
She was like offering to take Vanessa's stuff home ._.
Than when Vanessa was about to pass her the stuffs, she was like " Woahs, Cannot lurhs "
Dots . I was blurred ._.
Didn't she offered to take Vanessa's stuff home ><
We went to buy curry puff @ Old Chang Kee Oo
Bought le went to interchange take bus .
Met Vanessa's mum again =.=
I was like wondering...
Are they stalking us or what ? Lols .
Oh ya . While walking to the interchange .
Guess who i saw ?
Joscelin aka Zao si lin xP
Hahahas ! She so chio liaos :x
In the bus we sat at the back and ate .
Than a group of northbrooks sat near us .
They were noisy alrights -.-"
Than a group of indians from northland boarded the bus ...
Sheesh . I don't see how good their singing was Zzz...
And and and i met John on the bus !
Hahahas XD
He boarded at around chong pang there xP
I can't stand it le so going to reach school le i stood up and went to talk to john awhile .
Went school saw Shannon and Lelia .
Went to guides room .
Some of them playing badminton outside so i went to join in :x
Yada yada yada .
Louis came .
Went into guides room .
Did the " Health Trooper Test "
Aiyas . Lazy to do sias ._.
Scored 16/20 only LOLS !
So pathetic right hahas .
Then did marching and so on ...
Actually planned to go watch movie with Vanessa and Rose and Baobei derhs .
Than in the end cancelled Oo
After girl guides went to Basketball court look for rose .
Chatted awhile than saw Vanessa's message saying she at parade square so i went to find her.. I mean we :x
They playing badminton lols !
Joined in lorhs :x
A guy . So called " Teddy Bear " trashed me lols !
He keep making me pick the shuttercock .
Pick until super pekchek cans :X
Fed up don't want play lerhs LOLS .

Wenshu pro sehs xP
Play with him so relax XD
Nice (:
Vanessa was like singing don't know what song =.="
I pinched her cheeks and spank her butt :D
Who ask her to sing a song about me LOLS !
Nan ting lurhs :x
After that reached home at around 7pm .
Mum called and ask me where i :x
I didn't even realise it was that late already hahas !
Who cares xP
She also never scold me or anything .

Saturday, 15 August 2oo9

Which is today :D :D :D
Today was a fun + enjoyable + relaxing + happy day lurhs xP
Went to the movies with baobei instead of Vanessa and rose :x
Rose going out with her other friends ^^
Daddy early morning wanna drag me to his company de carnival ._.
Main point : Ask me babysit my brother and sister =.= Wth .
Than don't want lurhs .
Chatted with Baobei until 11.25? LOLS !
I'm not sure about the timing :x
Walked to mrt to take train to Causeway point .
So qiao met rose on the way XD
I asked her where she going and she asked me where i going LOLS !
She told me Northpoint to meet her friends i told her Causeway point .
Hahahas ! Than we walked off lorhs :x
I reached the platform...
Just nice the train just left ._."
Sheesh .... Than i told baobei about it .
Next train came le .
So qiao baobei in that train wakakakas XD
I was looking into the train then i saw baobei <3
So fated lurhs ^^
Happy Happy XD
Instead of being late .
We met early ! Or maybe just right on time :x
Chatted during the ride :B
Baobei kept asking me if i were okay .
Cause i like xin bu zai yan LOLS !
I'm okay lurhs baobei ^^
I was smiling and laughing all the while cans :D
Reached le went cinema .
Watched the movie "UP" @ 1.20pm derhs .
So we went to buy bubbletea than went up again .
Can go in lerhs :D
Than bubbletea cannot bring in Zzz .
So i put it inside my bag xP
Can stand straight marhs so won't spill ^^
Went in sat xP
I was wondering what is couple seats LOLS .
Than i know . It's 2 seats together in the middle don't have that handle XD
Well . It's more comfortable this way ^^
Won't elaborate much about the movie .
It's funny lurhs ^^
Have you ever seen a flying house ?
Or a talking dog ? Hahahas !
It's hilarious jiu shi le xP
Right baobei ?!
Hahas ! Nononono .
I mean Right shadan XP Hohohos ^^
Than after that walked around causeway point to kill time :x
I was being childish lurhs ! LOLS :x
That poor piglet sehs :x
Baobei will know what i mean xD
You arhs you !
So bad oh :x hehehes xP
After that stood there watched since got programm .
Than took pictures with baobei xP
I know he wanted it .
He was like hinting me than i was speechless lurhs :x
Cause abit camera shy ._."
I not zilian derhs okays ! Grr .
Than time to go home .
Reached my station le .
Big goodbye than off i go ):
Sighs . Hate saying goodbyes ><

Just now went to packet kfc for dinner .
Mum lazy to cook ><
And i also don't want to eat maggie mee ...
Saw joan and her friends while walking to kfc .
Smsed her what she doing there .
She replied discussing where to go lols .
Then went to kfc long queue sias !
Sooo long lurhs x.x
Bought and went home .
On the way . Saw Joan and friends again LOLS ><
She asked me where nich lols
I told her at home and at that time i was chatting with him on the phone ^^
So i added phone and put at her ears there .
Than she say go die than i take back =.= LOLS .
Sorry baobei :x
Than after that she took my phone again say hi and bye ._.
Then went home lorhs :x
So blah blah blah ...
Ending my craps here .
I LOVE TODAY LARHS <3

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2009-08-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

Nicholas Lee ( Jiamin's baobei ) is here! ((:

Hmmm.. i helping her to update some things bah.. Lets talk about today^^ Today i woke up at 8am+ and she woke up at 9am+... Then we talk on the phone sweetsweet till 11.25am when i go prepare for the outing with her.. Bathed and etc then headed for Causeway point.. We thought we will be late.. But the fact is, we meet each other 5mins eariler in the MRT! Was going to woodlands de, then pass through yishun. Meet her! Same door! Same train! So fated!!! (L) Then we both like... haa.. Nothing to say about the power of our love fate.

Then reach CWP, headed to the highest floor to buy tickets to watch UP! Bought couple seats. Hehes Sweet.. Nice movie! Hehes.. Baobei keep say she feels cold.. then i took out my jacket to cover her, to warm her.. Hehes. More details will be cut off :P

After movie, we walked around CWP, sweet here and sweet there... Muackz. Hehes.. Then we find a place and watch the programme below.. Hmmm.. then we took some pictures.. Maybe later then upload them! ((: Baobei, thanks for the kisses, they are sosososo sweet! I Love You, Forever and Ever, And Ever And Ever! Muacks.

2009-08-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Heyo! I'm here to post again ><
My blog is like going to si lia0 lurhs...
Okays... Lets go straight to the point barhs ^^

Ain't gonna talk about school uhhs...
It's boring lurhs! Wakakakas
After school...
Took the chinese zhao ju test x.x
Haven't take marhs...
I saw teacher mark...
Alot cuo zi ! Wala0s ):
Si lia0 lurhs...
Memorize so hard also no use lurhs D:
Neverminds...
Next test must try harder lia0s!
Ain't going to let my results drop drop drop :D
Hohohos!

After that... Rush down to cafeteria...
Wanted to buy chicken burger derhs...
Not cooked yet lurhs D:
No time wait also sighs ):
Hence, bought iced milo and biscuit...
Haiya...
Planned to eat during the test de lerhs!
Sighs... In the end also no have...
Ended le than eat D:
Super hungry lurhs !
Than took 800 bus home...
Reaching northpoint...
At golden village there de traffic light...
I coincidentally saw Leiming korh walking lorhs !
Hahahas xP Than i sms-ed him asking where he going...
He said he going library...
Just nice i also want go there find books eh :D
And so qia0 let me found the book kehui just read!
Betrayed :D
And and and the book " Do secrets count as sabotage? "
Nice to read lerhs!
Although i haven't finish reading it yet =.=
No time lurhs D:
Neverminds! I got until 20 Aug to finish it woohooo xP
I summarised everything i've read so far and tell it to baobei :x
Cause for some sort of reason ^^
Only he knows wahahahas <3

At library i saw niklan and a malay guy...
I still don't know his name! Useless me D:
Than than than... That idiot niklan asked for my number...
I sms-ed Leiming where him...
I wanted to go find him hide there awhile LOLS
Than that niklan and friend kept following my like my dog LOLS
No offence arhs ><
Than found Leiming le! Still as usual :D
Stand beside him still scary lerhs ):
Cause he still so tall LOLS!
He helped me with part of my chinese homework ^^
Thanks korh ! Aiyas...
What for i post it here arhs? :x
He also won't read derhs LOLS !
Hahahahas...
Anyway... He see me like jian gui like that D:
LOLS... Don't know how to say lerths...
Can't believe he so guai go library read books/study :O
Hahahas.... I miss his drawings manzxc!
Than than than... Chatted with him awhile and went home ^^
Got rid of niklan and friend at last :D
Wooohooo ! I walk past them on the way out but they never see me :x
I think his friend did worhs xP
Heckcare! ><

Chatted on phone with baobei on the way home ^^
2hours plus talk wahahahas <3
Not gonna elaborate much barhs ^^
I know, he know can le :D
You all don't have to know de hahahahas :P

2009-08-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

Nicholas Lee here! Jiamin's Baobei. Hehes.

My Baobei went swimming le. Sad that i can't go with her... Reasons is.. Lol. Only She and Me Knows~ Missing her lots now.. Actually today wanna go out with baobei to ... de library study. But then, my father don't allow me.. :'( Baobei don't worry, i will make it up to you next weekend! Hahas, Baobei i tell you something arh. Next weekend i can go out at both days! Saturday and Sunday! Hehes. I will spend this weekend specially for you. No one else. Hope that everything will went smooth and sweet that day. The day before the day when we will be meeting, baobei hor hor, you must sleep early ah! Wo ai ni. Can't wait for this weekend. Loves you forever (L)

Baobei, it had been so long since we have been together, and we have been through thick and thin. Although we quarrel at times, but don't worry, these quarrels eventually ended up strengthening our love. You have unhappy, sad and upset times. But they were all nothing now, because whenever you feel that way, I will always be there to comfort you, to make you feel better, feel loved. Furthermore, with me, you will only feel happiness, not sadness anymore. Although we have not reach our first month, but our love is already so strong that nothing could break it. And I promise I will treat you everything, I will love you more than I love myself. From the deepest of my Heart, I want to tell you something, something that I have said for many times but yet, it will never get bored, never be forgotten: I Love You, Forever And Ever And Ever And Ever.

♥Nicholas Lee, Jiamin's Dearest and Sweetest Baobei.♥
♥Sign Off (: ♥

2009-08-01T21:07:00.001+08:00

Nicholas Lee(Jiamin's Dearest Baobei Is Here)

Hehes, Today was bad, a bad bad day. Baobei was busy, no time to post, so i help her to post again. Hehes. Today was great at first. Both me and baobei can't wait to see each other at 12nn. Then we finally meet at 12nn at MRT there. Hold hands and etc lo. Sweet (L)

But eventually it turns out to be bad, baobei suddenly feels grumpy and have a bad feelings of ...... So she become very listless and keep in a daze. I tried my best to comfort her, just want to make her feel loved and comfortable and not to think too much. But then a lot of things happened, don't want to say le. They are past now. Hehes. Me and baobei are back to sweet lovebirds! Hehes. Baobei left me at 2.40pm, i remember this time clearly. She went back home to rest. Hahas, that's all bah.

Baobei, hope that we tomorrow can go out again to study together! Loves you lots!

2009-07-31T19:28:00.003+08:00

LELIA WEEE!
If you happen to read the previous post...
Don't say too rou ma horhs !
Bu guan wo de shi :x
Shi baobei post derhs....
BUT I LOVE IT XP HAHAHAHAS!
And and and you and your brother seriously look alike kays ?!
LAUGHS :x

BOOOHYA! I'm here again after so long long!
Got miss me marhs? LOLS Joking xP
I know you peeps won't miss me derhs ):
Hahahas... I'm sia0 le manzxc!
Si keith aka Baddie...
STOP CALLING ME SHENJINBING LARHS CAN?! LOLS -.-

Okays... Lets start all the bullshits kays ^^
Morning went to school yada yada yada...
Can't really remember what happened during lesson xP
I'm so forgetful manzxc!
Yaya, i admit it...
I GOT STM OKAYS? :D
HAPPY NOW?! HAHAHAHAS
Dion was absent Oo
Vanessa darling also absent ):
And blah blah blah...
Recess was suckish cans...
I checked my hp...
Baobei say he can't come fetch me le ):
Sadded larhs D:
Nevermind barhs ^^
Tomorrow meeting him le hohos :B
Wanted to like sleep on the bench at the pond there de lorhs...
Than Gina came... Saying...
There you are! I knew it...
Than i was just like Ooo...
I was trying to sleep lorhs...
Than the boys came =.= Zzzzz...
Blah blah blah...
CHAO SI REN LARHS ! STFU PLEASE :D

Oh ya this reminds me...
Today early morning i see Mr Yeung liaos !
BLEAKS SO PATHETIC =.=
I was riding the bus on my way to school...
Than i closed my eyes resting cause tired larhs !
When i open... Mr Yeung was sitting right infront of me cans?!
I was like WTH ?!
Than was thinking of disturbing him lerhs !
Wanted to ask him....
Hiies Mr Yeung! Why today never cycle arhs?
You cycle or ride bus to school faster oh?
All those stupid stupid questions you see :x

Just quarrelled with baobei again...
Hais hais....
I DON'T WANT QUARREL WITH HIM LARHS!
THIS SUCKS THIS SUCKS !
Whats wrong with me larhs ?!
Suddenly losing my temper all of a sudden..
I just don't know why am i so shot tempered lately...
So please don't come and provoke me x.x
Calm down, girl...
Trying to calm down still....
Too ji dong le x.x

-EDITED- Saturday, 1 August 2009 @ 9.22am

Okays.... Now feel so much much better so am here to continue posting ^^
Hehes... Me and baobei okay lerhs :D
As usual lorhs :P
He always qian jiu wo ^^
So lucky to have a guy like him <3 Muackz

Girl guide was slack :x Hahas...
Did marching for like 30mins or so...
Than the rest playtime till 5pm ><
Blah.... I can't remember what happened le O:
Had fun barhs...
Was super tired too lurhs ><
Lalalalalas~
I end here barhs....

Baobei...
I'm so very sorry okays...
I know what your thinking...
Don't think i don't know horhs....
I really didn't mean to...
I just happened to be in that conv and typed it out...
Like i would in any other conv....
Even if that person don't know the person i talking about okays?
I'm that weird de....
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FYI- I typed all out on my own okays...
No copy and paste!
I'm sorry baby ):
Dui bu qi D:

2009-07-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

Nicholas Lee(Jiamin's Dearest and Sweetest Baobei) Is Here!

My baobei ah, busy >_< No time to post. I, as her boyfriend, shall help her update a short post. Hehes. Tomorrow maybe go to baobei's school to fetch her. But i really scare i have to stay back till late late, then cannot meet her tomorrow. :( I believe baobei will understand me! I will sms her tomorrow to let her know whether I'm fetching her later in the afternoon. Hope i don't have to stay back till late late!

But it's fine! Still got Saturday! Going out with Baobei, Keith and maybe Brasel. Hahas, shall not say the venue. But on that day I'm gonna take lots and lots of sweet pics with my baobei! Muackz. It's will be a fun and sweet outing with baobei! Hugs.

Today talked with baobei on the phone for 2hours 48mins 49secs! Hehes, almost 3hours. Sweet talk! Baobei is so sweet~ Love you alots. I really don't know what my life will be without baobei. There will be no one to comfort me, no one to listen to my problems. Thanks baobei, you are the best and most important person to me! ♥I Will Never Leave You♥ ♥We Will Be Together Forever And Ever♥ ♥I Love You♥

2009-07-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

So pathetic...
What was i thinking?
I can't even help myself...
How am i going to help baobei?
What am i turning into?!
When i looked into the mirror...
I don't even recognise myself anymore....
I'm sorry baobei....

-EDITED- Sunday, 26 July 2009/11.15am

Written specially for baobei

Baobei,
Pull yourself together okays?
I'm always here for you....
You can always share your trouble,
Your stress and stuffs with me derhs...
I'll be here lending you a listening ear..
As well as a shoulder to lean on...
Don't think too much...
Don't just study all the time,
Take a break alrights....
Try to relax a bit more....
I promise you i'll try and make more time for you kays?
If you need a hug...
I'm here for you....
We'll go through thick and thin together alrights...
I won't let you face it alone derhs...
And i know you will do the same too....
I don't want to see you this way...
It hurts me so much...
Smile please....
You know i love you laughter....
I haven't heard it for quite awhile...
I know it's cause your sick...
I understand... I'm not blaming you..
You so musn't blame yourself alrights...
I'll wait...
When you've recovered,
I'll be looking forward to your smile...
Especially your laughter <3
I'm sorry i'm unable to take care of you while you are sick..
But i really hope i can....
Sorry baobei....
Rest well and drink loads of water yeahs....
Have an early night....
Love you many many <33

2009-07-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hmmms... I was surfing the web...
Was curious about lovebirds Oo
So i searched it on the net :D
With a little of baobei's help <3
Hehes xP Credits to him lols :x
Here's the picture which i found cutee!

Soooo... Sweet horhs :x Bleahs xP

Hehes... When i see this picture...
First thing that came to my mind is:
Mini sized penguins but more colourful :x
Hahahas! Laughs xP

2009-07-22T10:43:00.002+08:00

Sighs.... Down with high fever ):
Yesterday during english lesson...
Had our 2nd temperature taking...
I saw the temperature so fast went up to 37.8 lorhs...
Don't want to be sent home larhs D:
Awhile more jiu go home le marhs....
So i be a bad girl lorhs...
Faked my temperature...
I was burning all over larhs ><
Restlessly lying on the table lorhs....
Sighs.... So pathetic right?...
Baobei 5.30pm than dismissal D:
Miss die him le can? x.x
I went home immediately after school...
Walked to 812 bus stop....
In order to reach home earlier lorhs ><
Just nice, reach bus stop le bus come...
Almost slept in the bus lorhs....
Heng never miss my stop otherwise have to walk further x.x
Reached home saw daddy sleeping....
Told him i fever than ate medicine and so on...
Rest until night than go see doctor ><
Will elaborate on this later yeahs....
Backaching now.... The pain is at the joint there some more ><

Chatted on phone with baobei at around 6pm+
No one was at home lorhs...
Than my back pain again ><
So i cried on the phone larhs...
It was unbearable can?
Hais... Why bother saying...
You people won't understand it anyway ):
Baobei was like so speechless....
Than i was trying my best to stop crying lorhs...
Cause the more i cry my fever sure worsen ><
Tried my best to stop crying le...
The pain was too much lorhs...
Hais.... This morning than i know baobei cried too...
So sorry baobei....
I asked you if i should put down the phone since i'm crying...
You said no and wanted to pei me....
I didn't know you cried...
Until you told me this morning...
I feel so guilty so bad for making you cry...
Sorry baobei... Really very sorry...

After that parents came home...
I put down phone le.... Hais...
Went out for dinner at grandpa house...
Got scolded for nothing lorhs...
I was just lying on my bed...
No strength marhs...
Than i stand up very dizzy okays?!
Almost fell you know Zzzz...
After eating went to see doctor...
The queue was super long..
Waited for 30mins-40mins....
I rested in the car while my dad help me register....
Than he came back... And told me need wait around 30mins...
So i slept in the car larhs ><
He already adjust it to the smallest le lorhs...
And even adjust that thing so that it's not facing me...
Still, i was shivering larhs ><
Than my turn le...
Went in took temperature...
39.something...
The thermometer haven't even beep lorhs x.x
Blahblahblah...
In car sms-ed baobei said i just finish seeing the doctor...
Sighs.... I'm gonna end here...
Seriously don't feel too well le ><
I shouldn't be online in the first place....
MC 3 days... Will go to school if i get well before that...
This sucks totally lorhs....

Tags Replied

/♥Joaи.ικјм: Lols... Hahas thanks :D Loves you too <3

fantasy: Thanks korh...

Kailin ! :D: Darlin :D Hehes... okays you too worhs ^^

Vaneeeeeeeh.: Lols! He won't jealous derhs :D Cause he knows i love him only hahahas xP

The Rest i'm so lazy to entertain :O
Buhbyes, i'm off to rest le...
I'm burning hot again Zzz.. Pathetic..

Ehhh... That cvss peep at my tagboard...
You nameless or what?
State your name larhs Zzzz...
So pathetic....
Ya, my baobei has unique taste you jealous arhs?
Wonder why your parents give you a name for Oo
Oh ya....
Scram please :O

2009-07-20T22:16:00.007+08:00

Done By Baobei(Jiamin)! So Sweet~! Hehes.. MuackzMuackz. <33

Surprise! Hehes baobei, i also make one le. Muackz. <33 You Forever And Ever Till Eternity.

2009-07-20T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hmmms...
Just here to reply tags (:

Tags replied:

ROSE: Yooz XD Hahas! I'm also sian-ed :x

Keith: Hiies (: Hahas XD Will link you up next time xP

爱 ' BRASEL: Lols... Hahas okays thanks...

Vaneeeeeeeh.: LOLS... Wahh darling... Stop suan-ing me lerhs :x Oo You sure marhs? Perhaps you missed a spot or two xP Need me help you clean marhs XD

Baobei <3: Hehes... I love you truckloads <3 Btw, your post so sweet worhs :D I'm so touched :x muackz

ROSE: LOLS! Hahahahas! XD

2009-07-20T16:00:00.002+08:00

Gahhhh! Went kinda crazy just now :O
Guess i made Andy korkor really pekchek hehes :x
Sorry arhs! I was seriously bored cans x.x
Hais.... Sighs... LOLS ><
Okay larhs... I better calm myself down hehes...

Let's start Oo
Mmmm... Hmmmms....
Woke up lalalas... Almost forget take earpiece :O
Normally is baobei remind me de hehes xP
Sooo yeahs...
He today don't need wake up so early marhs XD
So i kept reminding myself lorhs...
In the end lerhs...
Still forgot x.x
I opened the door...
Wanna lock le than i remember and rushed in to get in LOLS!
So forgetful ah me ):
And guess what...
I locked my house door... Walked past niklan's house...
His leaving for school as well.. WTH CAN ?!
Took the same lift as him was like pekchek de lorhs -.-"
Reached ground level le oh...
Than he want go out don't want go out =.=
So i walk out lorhs... Than he walk also Zzzz...
Toopid larhs! Than he saw he went back in ._."
I was like... Hell, can't he make up his mind =.=
Want go out jiu go out larhs.... Still go in for what ><
Aiyas, lets not let this ruin my day :O

FYI: My day is already ruined D: Shall not elaborate why Oo

School basically was boring larhs...
This reminds me...
Got chinese homework D: GAWD!
I lazy do larhs... Some more its CHINESE!
Well at least it's better than Maths barhs...
Maths can kill most of my braincells de lorhs...
So exaggerating siols Oo
Lalalalas~ Here i am going bonkers again ><
And and and....
We are finally doing something at DnT!
Like finally! Mr song is like scary de lorhs!
You do work that time...
He suddenly will like pop out behind you =.="
Xia si ren de lorhs....
Ren xia ren hui xia si ren de okays x.x
Btw, my drawing sucks larhs D:
Wonder if it's Art or DnT hahahas! Craps xP
Anyway... I seriously have no idea what to design lo...
Theme: Stationery Holder ><
Sian-ed.... Anyhow design 1 lorhs xP
Better than nothing right?! hehes :x

Hmmms... We didn't have our 2nd temperature taking Oo
Cause of Mr Song Zzz..
We tell him temperature taking...
He like basically ignore us de lorhs...
Another thing is that...
He loses his temper,patience easily lorhs ._.
Karheng kept talking...
Than he tio from Mr Song lols!
Mr Song ask him stop talking and do his work...
He still keep talking and didn't do his work Oo
Than Mr Song take a paper crushed it and threw it at him LOLS!
Somemore... He give instructions horhs...
Sometimes not very clear de oh Oo
We ask him again he say he give instructions we never listen than keep asking him....
Isn't it what his there for ?!
To teach and guide us marhs Zzzz...

Ooo! Huanglin just sms-ed me...
"feet" That's what he wrote Oo
Don't know what he talking about lols...
Probably about one of his soccer matchs :O
Lalalalas~ Later he angry i featured him in my blog again arhs :O
Who cares hahahas xP
LOLS He just replied :O
" My fren stole my phone, he try to msg you 'fuck' but didnt know how to use my phone. So typed wrong. "
LOLS! Hahahahas Laughs :x
The rest won't say le barhs Oo
He made me angry! GAHHH!

Today had Maths remedial Oo
A1 & A2 for maths optional :D
Don't need to go also can WEEEE~
So i didn't attend hehehes :x
Still, tomorrow need to stay back for maths D:
Don't know what Mr Yeung talking about larhs Oo
I know need stay back take don't know what stupid test jiu shi le :O
Pass than they send us for don't know what course...
GAHH~ I don't want go for the course LOLS
Thinking of failing it but nahhs...
As long as don't need pay can liaos hahahas!

Anyway... PE today sucks lorhs :x
Ran 2 rounds around the school...
Lalalas~ I took 16minutes++ LOLS!
I walked the whole of the 2nd round larhs ><
The stomach there pain marhs x.x
Cannot run... Breathe also pain liao lorhs D:
Then YeeCheong pei me walk :D
Thanks loads ^^
Walked into school... Saw Vanessa darlin walking towards me Oo
Blah blah blah.... ><
Vanessa darlin wanna suan me lorhs!
So bad LOLS ><

Anyway... Today after school actually meeting baobei de worhs...
He morning said cannot...
Cause he sick so his mum don't let him go :O
That 1 i can understand...
I also want him rest at home marhs <3
Than later on...
He told me he can come lols...
I was happy larhs....
Baobei coming to find me lerhs...
Not happy cai guai lols!
Than... He say cannot le =.=
Cause his teacher last minute ask him stay for extra lesson...
Make me sad again lorhs ._.
Nehmind barhs... And and and...
VANESSA DARLIN! You ought to clean your brain worhs :D
It's so dirty LOLS! Wahahahas!
Anyway... Heard that baobei quarrel with Keith ._.
He can't sms much marhs...
Cause later his bill burst his parents kill him :O
Than he used Keith hp sms wo...
Since he got unlimited smses ><
Than i didn't saw marhs Oo
Neither did i reply him anyway :x
Then they quarrel Ooo
Baobei told me that Keith don't want show him what i reply marhs...
I didn't even reply lo :O
Than than.... Aiyas... I shall not elaborate le Oo

I just realise something....
My post so random de lorhs....
Suddenly this topic...
Than skip to that topic...
It's like...
Talking about after school...
Than suddenly talk about morning Oo
Weird me ! Hahahas ~
Okays stopping here :D
Baobei called me hehes <3

2009-07-19T10:39:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 18 July 2009

18|o7|2009' I Love You (:

Morning woke up...
Bathe,wash up, blah blah blah =.=
Who doesn't anyway :O
Maple while waiting for baobei <3
Than saw the sky dark dark Oo
Thought going to rain ><
So hoping that it won't ruin the day D:
Luckily, it didn't rain lorhs XD

Baobei finished his exam le :3
Wait for him change, eat blah blah blah :x
Told him reaching le than sms me than i take mrt over xP
I said REACHING not REACH horhs ><
Cause everytime i tell people...
Reaching le tell me... They everytime reach le than tell me =.=
It's a big difference between reaching and reach okays ._.
Baobei message me reaching le :O
I asked him around how long or was it how many more stops ><
He replied 15minutes but i didn't receive the message Oo
Connection too lan barhs i guess :x
Then when he reached le than i received that message ><
Sorry worhs! Quickly rushed over :P
Heng 3 stops only worhs :D

From this part onwards is copy baobei de post xP
Asked him permission le, he said can copy <3
I edited some parts though ^^

Buy tickets and watch Harry potter - 2.05pm till 4.35pm. (:

Wa.. not much good seats left lor...
Thus, have to sit at the front row...
Neck so ache.. But it's ok la..
Cause i hug baobei ma.. hehes.
We hold hands from the start of the movie till end...
Hehes. sweet horhs.

Then we walk walk walk around the whole causeway point, hand in hand.
Not boring at all cause got baobei mah.
Hehes. Muackz.
Then I was thristy, so we went to Mac and buy drink.
Then continue to walk walk walk, sweetsweetsweet.
Hehes. Cute la she.... ( Referring to me Oo ) Lovedie him Le..

Then we reached the highest floor, I told baobei that I was afraid of heights, so always have the feeling that will fall, but baobei comforted me saying that
"I will hold on to you de." hehes.
At the highest floor, we watched the stage at the first floor de performance.. Seeing people dancing, children playing and etc. Hahas.
It reminded me of when i was around their age worhs :x

I then told him that I must go at 6pm... Sad :'(
He went over minutes on his watch, hoping time will pass slower..
But eventually it reached 6pm..
Wrapping his arm around my shoulder, we went to take the mrt.
"9mins!" Hahas..
Baobei horhs... Kept saying:
"xxx minutes left" lols!
He arhs... Think too much le :x
Details at the mrt will be cut off. :)
Although it's only a few minutes.
But it's great!
Love baobei forever and ever. Muackz.

2009-07-15T18:51:00.003+08:00

Lalalalas~ Am blogging out of bored-ness :O
Yeahs... I'm bored once again!
It's always like this manzxc....
I want life to change D:
Ain't going to post much barhs...
Just posting to keep my blog alive ><
So as to kill time x.x

Nothing much happened today...
Had Maths test x.x
Sighs.....
Well at least don't have to listen to Mr Yeung teach Zzz...
I'm so not doing my homework nowadays lorhs D:
Super lazy to do larhs ><
Don't know what is wrong with me....
Suddenly become so lazy derhs =.=
I'm so going to rot rot rot D:

After school....
Took 800 back home :O
Reached northpoint...
Rose sms-ed and asked if i free Oo
Asking me go pei her since some peeps pangseh-ed her...
So went... Didn't want to go home anyway :x
Took 812... Wanted to go 1 big big round :P
Guess i met who on the bus ?
Vanessa darling & Atika sista :D
Asked vanessa pei me :3
Hehes... So yeahs... Took 812....
Than i wanted to change bus :x
Take 1 more round again hehes...
So changed bus and took 800 to chong pang :x
Lalalalalas~

Rose darling was waiting for me to eat lunch with her :x
I suddenly lost my appetite D:
So sorry yeahs!
It ain't because of him alrights ^^
I've gotten over him...
I guess Oo
Anyway... I did alot of thinking while on the bus ><
Yeahs... Right...
It's full of my bullshits once again...
I'm just posting out what i feel...
And whatever stuffs that comes to my mind at this moment...
So yeahs :D
I suddenly feel like talking about monday :O

Monday, 13 July 2009

Now that's weird...
Why did i just type everything out :O
Weird... Super weird ><
Let's start :O
Skipping school and stuffs to after school :D

Went northpoint with:
-Vanessa darling <3
-Gina mei
-Dion di
-Lukris
-Andy
-Junzhi
-Niklas =.="

Yupps... That's all i think ><
Sorry if i happen to miss out your name :P
Walked to northpoint...
They wanted to go and have laksa?
In the end found out they didn't :O
Me and gina went to eat kfc XD
Than walked here and there...
They can't decide where they want to go lorhs =.=
I wanted to go to that so called "hill" of mine :3
So i suggested and we went <3
I missed that place!
I missed the swing :O
I remember that time they drew on the wall...
It wasn't there anymore :O
Guess they repainted it or something barhs :x
Played swing and so on <3
Was super fun alrights! Hohos...
They joker lorhs XD
Really enjoyed myself larhs :3

I'm really bad aren't i?
I'm always making you upset...
If not than make you angry...
Yet your always treating me so nicely...
I don't think i deserve that lorhs ):

2009-07-11T17:52:00.003+08:00

Hmmms...
Just here to reply tags :O
And i'm still bored...
Waiting for someone to wake up from his sleep Zzz...

Joan.LKJM♥: LOLS :x Hah.... Can't help it >< Was really pekchek that time (: Am better now :P Cheers!

Brasel: Okays i'll try... I'm trying my best to smile and not frown le (:

atikaalisa: Sista! Me misses you toos <3 Ohh... You don't owe me anything lorhs :P

ROSE: I will Oo Orhs... Okays... Loves <3

2009-07-11T16:27:00.005+08:00

Quizes took from Brasel's blog Oo!
Did them out of boredorm yeahs...
To kill time you see ><

01. What time is it now?
- 1628 Oo

02. What are you doing?
- Staring at com >< No one's chatting with me ):

03. Thinking of Anyone?
- You guess lerhs? XD

04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad?
- Saddd lurhs ): Kinda blur too Oo I'm always blur ><

05. Why? What why?
- huh?? What crap is this :x

06. What is the last thing you ate?
- Lunch larhs Oo

07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry?
- Lalalas~ Not saying (:

08. Whats the last movie that made you cry?
- Hmmms... Don't remember ehhs >< Haven't been to the movies for quite some time le ):

09. Who do you wish to be by your side?
- A special someone :O

10. Regretted anything in this month?
- Yeahs! Sure did x.x

11. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month?
- Lols... Isn't it obvious enough?

12. Who was the last person you talked to?
- Nicholas ><

13. Who was the last person you hugged?
- Hmmms... Andy korkor? That was like ages ago Oo!

14. Who was the last person you sms?
- Nicholas LOLS -.-"

15. What did you dream of today?
- I had a nightmare ):

16. Who can make you laugh?
- That's a tricky one Oo!

17. Who always takes care of you?
- My parents lorhs Oo Who else... Hmms... Maybe my ahyi too <3

18. Anyone you know in pain?
- idontknow? I hide my feelings inside me :x

19. What happen?
- Why should i even tell Oo

20. What do you wanna do before you die?
- Not sure ehhs... I don't wanna die so soon ):

21. What song is stuck in your head?
- Miss independent by Ne-yo

22. What song are you listening now?
- Currently nothing x.x

23. Worried about anything?
- Yeahs.... Sighs... Its natural to be worried sometimes :O

24. What age do you wanna get married?
- Why are you even asking me that? I'm only thirddteen!

25. How many children do you want?
- I'll answer this in the future (:

26.Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon?
- Japan! I've long to go to Japan but i don't have the chance to ):

27. Any plans in this month?
- Study study study? LOLS... Pathetic x.x

28. Describe a perfect wedding?
- Uhhs... Let's not think about it yeahs ><

29. Describe a perfect Date?
- Lying on the sand at the beach enjoying the view Oo

30. Where would you like to go for Holiday?
- Somewhere fun! :D

31. Do you play instrument?
- Nope. I want to learn to play the piano ):

32. Do you have a band?
- Nahhs ><

33. What song do you want to listen to?
- Any song that make me fall in love with it :B

34. Wish you could die?
- Sometimes but not so soon Oo I'm gonna enjoy my childhood <3

35. Do you give up easily?
- Definately x.x Cant be helped...

36. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid?
- Dion & Lukris the brothers LOLS! roflol :x

37. Do you know anyone that is rude?
- Yeahs :x Don't ask me who Oo It's a secret :P

38. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done?
- Hmmms... I don't think there is any Oo

39. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex?
- Like duhhh? There are more hurtful memories than sweet ones though...

40. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most?
- Haa... I wouldn't be dumb enough to answer this :D

41. Who do you want to be hugged by?
- Someone Oo!

42. Single or Taken?
- Happily single and enjoying it :D

43.Tag 10 besties/frens:
- Do it if you want Oo Ain't forcing you :P Cause i'm doing it out of boredorm x.x

Next quiz,

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, go to control and press next song to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

Questions:
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
When you're gone - Avril lavigne ( Craps larhs :x )

2. How would you describe yourself?
Wei shen me - S.H.E ( What is this suppose to mean? =.= )

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
Anything but ordinary - Avril lavigne ( Interesting Oo )

4. How do you feel today?
This is me - Joe Jonas & Demi Lavato ( LOLS? )

5. What is your life's purpose?
Don't speak ( If i'm a mute than i wont =.= )

6. What is your motto?
Freak out - Avril Lavigne ( LOLS... Bullshit >< )

7. What do your friends think of you?
Kiss me thru the phone - soulja boy ( Hmmm? )

8. What do you think of your parents?
What i go to school for - Jonas brothers ( ... )

9. What do you think about very often?
No boundaries - Adam Lambert ( This makes no sense >< )

10. What is 2 + 2?
You are the music in me - Troy and Gabriella ( Nonsense larhs :x )

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Second chance ( Oo Maybe... Just maybe )

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Hao hao ai wo - BY2 ( OMG... )

13. What is your life story?
Me & My girlfriend - 2 Pac ( Hell? Not true! Not true! )

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
6 minutes - Jonas brothers ( That's weird ._. )

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Addicted - Stevie Hoang ( lols larhs... )

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Girlfriend - avril lavigne ( Speechless )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Baby dui bu qi - Coco lee ( Haa... )

18.What is your hobby/interest?
The best damn thing - Avril lavigne ( Of course its the best larhs :P )

19. What is your biggest fear?
You ni duo hao ( Zzzz... Thats not my fear lorhs ): )

20.What is your biggest secret?
Slipped away - Avril lavigne ( Hell... I'll blame myself for sure )

21.What do you think of your friends?
Apologize - Timbaland ( I guess this makes sense >< )

22. What will you post this as?
Things i'll never say - Avril lavigne ( Maybe, maybe not xP )

23. What song would you play during your first kiss?
Xia xue - Fahrenheit ( lols... It doesn't snow in singapore ehh :O )

24. What do you do when you are fighting?
Just stand - Rihanna feat Fergie and Beyonce ( Haa... I don't know if i can :x )

25. If someone comes up to you and say they like you?
When it was me - Paula Deanda ( Swee? lols... )

26. What do you say when someone says, f*** u.
Let the rain fall down - Hillary duff ( WTH =.= )

27. What happens when you meet someone on the street?
Pocket full of sunshine - Natasha bedingfield ( Oo )

28. When you are old and retired with no children or spouse?
Yue lai yue ai - Fahrenheit ( Dots x.x )

29. When you lose yourself?
Chu shen ru hua - Fahrenheit ( Mmmms... Craps! )

30. When you get an elder shield?
Forever - Chris Brown ( LOLS! ._. )

31. You have the best boyfriend EVER!
Crush on you - Tata young ( Zzz... I'm starting to get irritated :O )

Gosh! That was irritating alrights...
It makes no sense to me ><
Seriously it don't x.x

Another 1? :O

Grab your phone now!

What's your ring tone?
Addicted - Stevie Hoang

Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Mum :O LOLS ~

Who's the last person you called?
I don't remember :O

Who was your last missed call from?
I'm not sure x.x

Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Chermine aka zhizhu :P

Who's your speed dial number 2?
Huh? ><

What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
You want can tell me de.. I listen.

Who was your last received call from?
Mum :D

What does your 5th inbox text say?
Uhhs... Can't say :P

How many messages are currently in your inbox?
23 >< Just cleared it yesterday night :O

What is the wallpaper?
Uhhhs...

Since buying your phone, how many messages have you sent all together?
2692 :O That's alot ._." Anyway... The phone was bought recently yeahs XD

Who is the person who sent the 7th message from in your inbox?
Nicholas ><

Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Benjamin korkor :D Lovess <3

How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Full (: That's a good thing!

What network are you on?
Starhub lurhs :P

Name every person you have text messages from your inbox?
-Nicholas
-Benjamin korkor <3
-Huang lin :O His featured in my blog again? LOLS :x

What does your 20th text message in your inbox say?
Its ok... I understand... No need sry.

Who is the first person in your contacts?
Adrian :O

Who is the last name in your contacts?
Yuxin ><

What does the bottom text in your inbox say?
I jus woke up... Hehe...

What is your screen saver?
Audi pic :D

What is your balance?
I'm using line! ><

Who is the last person under H?
Huimin Oo Lols... So long never contact her :x

What is your bluetooth name?
{ Hatred inside my } Wrote it ages ago :O Lazy to change ><

How many numbers are in your phone?
You expect me to count them ?!

What's the first video on your phone of?
I don't have any Oo Except the demo of the phone derhs...

Could you live without your phone?
No larhs! ):

What is the 3rd picture on your phone?
Uhhs... Can i not answer? Lazy to check :P

2009-07-11T11:32:00.002+08:00

How sweet are you?

You are sweet and delicate.
You keep to yourself and are only loud around people you know.
But, you are calm, pretty, and the light of everyones eye!

How retarded are you?

68% ; Wow... I'm sucha retarded person =.="

Who do you want as your best friend?

You want a best friend that will be thoughtful and someone that you can do sweet things with like bake and scrapbook.

How insane are you?

83% Lunatic
LOLS ! Roflol :x

How bored are you?

93% Bored
Hell yeahs! So true manzxc !
7% Gone cause i'm trying to entertain myself :O
Muahahahas !

How bitchy are you?

Where's Your Halo?
Your not a bitch at all! your goodie two shoes, often called a church girl. Your the angel without wings. parents, teachers, pretty much any adult adores you. Be good, but losen up a little... have fun!

Lalalalas~ Did them out of boredness...
There's alot more...
The answer's are just a picture...
So decided not to post them Oo
Hmmms... I went crazy at msn just now XD
You can ask Nicholas about that muahahahas :x

Let's see...
I've gotta do some work today...
Can't use com the whole day ):
Don't feel like eating lunch lerhs...
I shall skip lunch! Hehes...
Mmmm... Hmmms...

2009-07-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Argh... What's happening to me?
I'm losing my temper easily lately ):
This is so not me...
I've gotta change...
Get rid of that habit...
This ain't me....
I feel so transparent sometimes...
Ohh neverminds...
I'll entertain myself...
Although it sounds really idiotic...
Haa... What else could i do anyway...

I just wanna shout out loud!!!
Shout until i have a sore throat...
Shout until i lose my voice...
I don't mind...
As long as it makes me feel a whole lot better...
I saw a glimpse of light just a distance away and began walking towards it....
It seems like it was so near...
Yet it was far away....
I crumble and fall as i walked....
Desperate to get out of the darkness....
I got up and continued walking.....
Soon i gave up....
No matter how far i walked, how long i walked...
I'll never reach that point in life....

To a certain someone

I'm so very sorry i lost my temper at you...
Don't know what got into me lately...
I'm hurt badly...
I'm trying my best to smile and not frown...
I know i hais and sigh too much...
I'll try and stop it alrights...
I'll try but i don't know if i will succeed....
It ain't your fault...
The problem lies with me...
There's seriously nothing wrong with you...
You don't have to keep apologising...
I should be the one apologising instead...
Have a good rest and sweet dreams...
I'll change for the better...
I promise...
Lastly....
So very sorry

2009-07-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

Lalalas...
Finally! It has ended :D Weeeee~
Today is the last day of school closure (:
Hohos... Let's see...

Today... Totally wasn't paying attention lurhs :x
Oh well... Saturday and Sunday to finish up the work Oo!
I'm super lazy to do sias ):
Lalalalalas~
Hmmms... I lost my mood to post le =.=
Hell... Nothing much happen barhs...
Almost fell asleep infront of the com today Oo

Nothing much to post lerhs...
School closure is just damn effing boring x.x
Hais... Blog hopping Oo
Been playing facebook lately...
Addicted to it?
Nahhs, no way...
Will get bored of it sooner or later de :O

This reminds me...
I had pizza for dinner tonight <3
Swee larhs XD So long never eat le lorhs...
Nice lurhs! Love it muahahahas (:
My bro don't know how to eat de lorhs =.=
Sheesh....

Well... This reminds me of another thing ><
My idiotic bro horhs...
Thought i sleeping!
And my parents went out Zzzz...
He go scold my sis bitch, asshole etc...
Bloody larhs!
Who he think he is Zzzz...
I pekchek i got up go scold him..
He diam diam lorhs ><
He heng i bo go slap him nias Zzzz....
Wth larhs....
Yeahs... I hearts my sis more than my bro cans?
Brothers are so irritating de lorhs =.=
Cause trouble for me only...
At least sis know how to say sorry lerhs...
Still give me hug hug kiss kiss...
Brother lerhs?!
Not even a word sorry larhs zzzz...
Like i offended him in my previous life like that...
@%!@&$#&$*%@%#%@!$@!$

STOP STARING AT MY COM LARHS!
PEKCHEK Zzzzz.....
Own com don't want see...
Look at mine for what ?!
Hell...
Pekchek liaos...
Don't want write le...
Mood totally ruin...
Suckish!

2009-07-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

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Let's see....
Today's the 2nd day of school closure...
Which means... 1 more day to go! Yay-ness~
Can't wait for it to end manzxc...
It sucks totally!

Well... Mmmm... Hmmm...
Benjamin korkor msg me good morning <3
Love ya! You have no idea how much i missed that hohos :x
Muahahahas :D It never fails to brighten up my day!
Okays than... Back to sleep wahahas :x
Tired marhs! Than Nicholas sms wo =.="
Uhhhs... Okays...
You peeps slowly guess which Nicholas i'm referring to :O
Seriously, Dont even bother to Oo
This world has too many people by the name Nicholas hahas !
1 things for sure...
It's definately not the Niklas from my class!
That stupid idiotic fella ><
Anyway.... His my next door neighbour...
Which sucks like bloody hell can?! Zzz...

Had e-learning...
Went to virtual workspace...
Com lagging like hell Oo
I restart com during english lesson...
Just nice when they were talking about it...
>< Teacher say if we leave...
She will take it as we skip class =.="
Hmmms... At least today wasn't as chaotic as yesterday Oo
And there's alot less printing to do ^^
Which is goood~
It saves paper and ink :B
Craps....

Blah blah blah...
Last 2 periods was Maths...
Hell larhs ):
Hmmm.. I did nothing today toos Oo
So my homework are piling up...
Higher and higher... ><
Well... I just did a english and maths assignment :x

Hmmms... Mmmmm.....
I forgot what i wanna write le Oo!
Huanglin's crapping at msn again LOLS!
He suddenly ask me so so so many questions XD
Wondering if his always like that lols!
Oh well...
I'm not really in the mood today...
So i guess it will just be a short post Oo

I want school closure to end!
It sucks totally can?!
Can't wait till it ends...
I wanna go back to school...
It's better that way...

2009-07-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hais... I made it through! LOLS =.=
Sounds idiotic...

Well.. It's the first day of school closure Oo
Super chaotic alrights!
I was clueless with what's happening =.=

Didn't have to attend school..
We're having them online =.=
Sounds interesting...
But let me tell you one thing...
Its rather stupid you know Zzz...
You have to go here go there...
Print this print that ><
Go there print and done le lorhs...
On com so long...
Did nothing at all -.-"
Seriously... I mean it..
I did nothing! Absoulutely nothing *bigsmiles*

Okays... Woke up early morning Oo
Couldn't sleep somehow....
And was afraid might overslept ><
Saw Benjamin's korkor message <3 Love ya :D
Okays... Replied him....
Smsed Sean... No reply =.=
Had a foolish thought though Oo!
I thought he was ignoring me for good le ._."
Stupid right?! I know x.x
His treating me very cold lately...
He changed ever since he got stead :O
His so different now...
It's like i just got to know him lorhs....
I don't like this feeling manzxc...
It freaks me out...

Lessons online were so-so barhs...
Science lesson was the worse i guess Oo
We were asking the teacher questions to clear our doubts...
She didn't replied any lorhs Oo
Okays... Maybe a question or 2....
She asked us to print worksheet...
Some of us said that we have no printer...
She answered us by saying buy a printer Zzzz...
We buy she pay? ><
If it was that easy...
Everyone would have a printer already ._."

Literature... No teacher came in...
So yeahs... Off-ed and here i am lols...
Pathetic.... Wanted to blogged just now...
Was too laggy to do so Oo
I'm gonna try my best to use proper english okays!
It's just that i'm so used to typing this way ):
Will try... Hopefull, it will improve my english...
I realise i'm deproving in english x.x
Seriously gotta buck up lerhs !
Jiay0us~ Exam's are coming...
Common tests are just a week away...
Scary D: Everything's coming back to me...
Stress and so on.... Hais....

I wanna go out!
Can someone ask me out? D:
Anyone will do.... I'm just bored at home...
Don't wanna rot at home ):
I've rot enough during the june holidays le....
Thought when school re-open...
Things will turn out better..
I was wrong, it turned out worse than i thought x.x
Well... This proves that not everyone is right Oo
Even if your the smartest kid on Earth...
Okay... It's just my craps alright!
Just ignore it :O
And i'm not saying i'm smart..
Cause i admit it...
I am DUMB and really STUPID!
Things don't turn out as i expected...
It turned out worse...
When it's supposed to turn out better ):
Why am i still having hope in this...
I should just give up shouldn't i?

Tags replied:

ROSE: Hahas! XD Okays... I will TRY not to miss you too much :P Craps hahas XD Thanks darling <3 Your the one and only you muahahas (:

Xinle: HIIIES :D Ohhh! I will change the colours if i have the time to (:

Lelia: Ni hao ni hao! Hao jiu bu jian LOLS! Hahas... Kidding I see you everyday! :D Except weekends :P Looking forward to Xishan open house !!

I don't like the pessimistic me ):
I wanna change for the better...
I'm trying my very best...
Well... It's gonna take ages D:
Still, I'm not gonna give up until i succeed...

And and and and...
It's time i do the right thing...
I won't let you get over me :D
You're nothing but a teddy bear...
For me to hug and cuddle...
Isn't that what a teddy bear is for?
Not gonna shed another tear, if i can help it...

2009-07-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

Here to post again :x
Well... I kinda like blogging nowadays (:
I feel better after blogging it out ya...
It feels like no one's reading it :O
Who cares anyway :x
I don't mind talking to myself :D
I could even talk to a stuff animal muahahas...

Lets start the craps! LOLS
I mean post that is hehes...
Post of the day LOLS =.=
Bullshit...

Went to darling's house <3
Daddie drove me there ><
Was about to leave house...
Than daddie asked me to wait...
So it dragged...
And i was late...
Like i thought so =.=
I'm never early but always late :O
Otherwise... Just right on time :B
I rather be late then early though ><
Hehes... Craps larhs :P

Lets see...
Reached Admiralty Mrt station...
Couldn't find Gina and Shannon...
Called Shannon...
First time no line =.= The connection sucks x.x
So i went out... Called her again...
User busy =.=
Kup and called again...
She finally answered LOLS :x
Asked her where she...
Than Gina saw me and i saw her =.=
Walked to them... Gina was like see until ghost like that...
Hide behind Shannon Zzz...
WTH is that suppose to mean larhs horhs....
Don't piss me off -_-"

Lead the way to Rose house...
Cause they don't know the way...
Otherwise my dad could have drove me all the way there ehh Oo
Kinda lazy to walk thats why =.=
So walk walk walk...
They decided to play a game of hide and seek...
Well fine (:
I'll play along!
They hide cause the were walking behind me...
I couldn't see them ><
But 1 thing is... I could hear them =.=
They hid and came back again Zzz...
I heard don't know who said...
" She don't care us de lorhs " in chinese...
I just translated it Oo
Then i purposely continue walking don't care them...
I reached Rose block le...
So walked and see where them...
Surprisingly...
They went to 734 instead =.=
Rose block was 723 ._."
I was like wth... See lorhs...
Want play hide and seek right...
Called Shannon...
She asked Rose stay at which level...
I told her you go wrong block larhs Oo
Then she kup =.=
Hell larhs!

Blah blah blah...
Went to rose house...
Guess she heard us =.=
Cause we were laughing away...
Laughing at how silly they were LOLS Joking :D
She was on the phone...
Settling some problems (:
So yeahs...
Went in... Started doing the project....
Gina forgotten to bring the paper she copied =.=
The one which tells us what to include in the powerpoint slides...
She called her brother to check for her...
Her brother damn cute ehhs :D
He so blur de muahahas :x
"Procedure" Well... This kinda reminds me of him :x
Cause this was one of the points we should include in the powerpoint slides...
The problem is, he don't know how to pronounce it Oo
So we asked him to spell it instead...
He spelled... And we were like huh? What is that word? LOLS
In the end i called Kehui and asked her (:
Thanks lots! :D
Finally we were getting started! Hahas XD
It went pretty well ehh Oo
Soon it was done muahahs :D
Faster than the last time!
Cause there's lesser people this time :B
And last time, we were all playing hehes :x
So yeahs... After that... Went CWP <3
Fun fun fun!
Went arcade awhile...
A few moments after i stepped into arcade..
Saw tingrui liaos =.=
Pro worhs... I was still wondering if i would see him Oo
I went up to him and tapped him on the shoulder and smiled LOLS!
He was wearing red colour contact lense lorhs!
Omg... Scary i tell yeahs x.x
I still prefer blue or purple <3
Red? No way... Too scary :x
Although red is a nice colour ehh (:
Red reminds me of....
ROSE ! Muahahahas :D
See darling! Your always remembered by me hohos!
When i see red.... The first thing that came to my mind was you <3
Okay... Craps larhs ><

Went arcade....
Blah blah blah...
Had little bit of fun there barhs Oo
You know i don't usually play @ the arcade ><
But my hand was itchy to play the drums ehhs :x
I used to love playing it ! Woots <3
So played 1 game with Shannon :D
But just anyhow play hehes :B
While playing... Tingrui walked towards me and stood there watching...
Stressed! LOLS =.= I don't like people looking at me hehes...
Felt weird ehhs ><
Reminds me of someone though :O
Not saying who hehes!
That person will know it himself (:
Yaya... It's a guy okays?! LOLS Happy?! XD
His so called looking is staring lorhs !
Bleahs :P

-Skip skip-

Don't want talk about the last part...
Got moody and lost my temper ):
Sorry boy x.x
But i couldn't help it....
I was boiling for i don't know what...
Foolish me....
I don't even know whether you read my post or not...
Now i'm wondering...
Why do i even post it up =.=
Sheesh! Stupid idiotic me....
And and and...
Still, sorry for treating you so coldly ehhs...
I can't afford to treat you too nice ><
I'll tend to get hurt in the end...
That's what always happen....
And i mean always!
Okays... Maybe not that exaggerating...
Well lets say...
It happens most of the time yeahs (:
I gave you my explaination so done...
Not talking about it anymore *big smiles :D*
Hope its not a fake one though XD
Nahhs! It is a real one hehes (:

Ending here barhs Oo
Stupid post though ><
And readers...
If there are any that is...
Please tagg !
Manzxc my tagboard is so dead =.=
Make it lively again please (:
Thanks peeps <3

I tried to smile (:
But you seem to wash it away...
But it doesn't matters much....

Happy also 1 day...
Sad also 1 day...
Might as well go through each day happily :D
Thats what i told benjamin korkor (:
I told him so...
So i should be able to do it myself ><

I smiled...
Cause i was sick and tired of frowning...

2009-07-06T10:15:00.002+08:00

Weeee~ Lets see...
I'm hyper LOLS... Not...
Than again.. Maybe i am :D
Than again.. Maybe not Oo
Okay larhs! It's just craps :B

I had fun fun fun @ AMK Hub yesterday <3
Met Brasel on the train!
Wooots~ So fated you see <3
Than than than...
Went subway...
Can't find Vanessa ):
And and my sim card faulty ! GAHHH!
So wrong timing larhs ):
Sway sway...
Walked around still no see Vanessa ehh D:
Sadly, Me and Vanessa darling no fate worhs sobs sobs ):

Then... 4+ Saw Sean :D
He said he would come at 4 muahahas...
He walked past me the first time...
Smiled to me and went away...
I was like... Ehh ehh ehh!
Is that Sean or what?! LOLS...
Weird ehh... Why would a stranger smile at me muahahas :x
Then checked with the starhub people..
They say my sim card faulty sobs sobs T_T
It's not even a month lorhs!
So lan D: Then then...
Decided to walk to bus interchange....

So walked back...
Saw Sean again :O
When up to him... Asking him to comfirm its him...
Really is him lorhs!
Hell larhs ): Saw me also never tell me x.x
You know i super blur de right ?! LOLS joking...
Then he said his friend coming...
Okay lorhs... Walked around....
Went Mac found place sat, chat and waited LOLS
Then.... His friend finally came :O
Walked to find him...
Then Sean suddenly stop and talk to his friend...
I gong gong lorhs =.=
Than i walk aside and wait...
Then his friend said hi? Oo
Super loud larhs... I heard...
But was blurred don't know if its meant for me Oo
Then i just turned back and turned away LOLS :x
I know its rude... So sorry yeahs ):

Then then... They came over...
Sean intro me to him asked me say hi...
I just looked at him blur blur... And diam diam :x
Then he said nvms lols...
Walked around.... His friend shivering =.=
Than Sean asked me if i cold...
Cause if his friend shivering,
I must be cold too LOLS :x
I just kept quiet ><
The fact was... I was cold too =.=
Kinda shivering too Oo But not like his friend LOLS!
Can see his jaws shaking ehh :x
Went arcade...
For don't know what Oo
I don't play the arcade !
Cause i don't know how to LOLS -.-"
Dumb right? I know :D

They played street basketball Oo
Sean won hahas!
Than walked around arcade...
They raced Oo
Played twice :O
1 round advanced and another expert Oo
Sean won both lols !
Pro larhs pro larhs :D hahas!
Then he talked to me larhs..
Cause i just sit there diam diam watching :x
Then i don't know what to answer...
I heard his friend ask him...
Whats wrong with her..
Then i said i want to go home le Oo
Sean talked to me awhile than bidded goodbye...
Walked to mrt and rode the train home lorhs :x

Reached home can eat dinner liao muahahas :D
Hungry manzxc! I skipped lunch hehes :x
In the end my mum found out about it LOLS ><
Nevermind hahas! She also never scold me...
Hmmms... Than than....
Okay larhs... Lazy type liaos :x
Need to go out le (:
Hohos... Going Rose darling's house <3
She's gonna horny !
Say wanna fk me lols! :x
Tsk tsk... Chill ehh darling :D
Hmmms... Off i go muahahas :x
Comfirm late le lorhs ><
Paiseh arhs x.x

2009-07-05T10:59:00.002+08:00

Muahahahas! I'm back again Oo
This time...
I'm feeling better :D
Well...
I find it kinda stupid when i think of it now Oo
I was crying like half of the whole of yesterday lorhs =.=
Foolish! *laughs at myself* LOLS...

Mmmm.... Hmmms....
Yesterday night cried again...
Real badly this time ):
I ran to my room and cried...
Didn't want to let my mum know you see...
But in the end...
She still caught me crying...
I just told her i want to sleep...
But i was sobbing away already...
She asked me what happened...
Told me not to keep it to myself...
I just told her i wanted to sleep...
So she just left me alone....
She went to ask my brother what happened...
Of course he didn't know....
I wouldn't tell him anything...
This time... I just kept it to myself...
I don't feel like telling anyone about this...
Its over already...
I shouldn't be thinking about it Oo Hah...

Lalalas~ Guess what?
I'm rotting at home again! ><
As usual barhs....
I'm super lazy to do my homework sias....
I'm sick and tired of all this already...
I wanna go out !
Bored bored bored....

Tomorrow,
I'm meeting Shannon and Gina...
Going to Rose, darling's house <3
Well... I better get started with my homework Oo
Will post again later i guess...
I realise im always saying this..
And in the end i don't have the time to post ><
Anyway... Whats the point?
Is anyone even reading it? I guess not...

I said i will try and stop thinking so negatively...
I tried....
But its something really hard to overcome...
I need some time...
It's all just in my head....
I've gotta get over it...
I know i have to (:

2009-07-04T19:44:00.003+08:00

Time passed...
I stared at my hp...
Hoping you would send something comforting...
I just feel like talking to you and no one else...
I just feel like it...
Don't ask me why...
Cause i don't know it myself...
I went through seconds, minutes and hours on my phone...
I'm just hoping for something that ain't gonna happen...
I wanna forget you...
But somehow...
I just can't seem to do it...
Instead... I missed you more than ever...
I really can't picture life in future....
But it won't be as beautiful as those memories you gave me....
They will be kept deeply in my heart....
Never forgotten....
But i know...
Whenever im reminded of them...
Tears will start dropping....
It can't be helped right?
I tried not to...
But it just unstoppable.... Hais....

2009-07-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

Hais... Today is a rotten day for me...
Firstly, tomorrow's movie is cancelled...
Whats the point anyway?
Why rush here and there...
Might as well just tell me something cropped up...
And just cancelled it....
There won't be a next time...
I ain't planning anything anymore...

Secondly, sis is down with chicken pox...
Have to take care of her....
Fine i ain't complaining or anything...
Its just that...
Ohh forget it.... Pathetic...

Hmmms... Lets see...
There's nothing to talk about today...
Basically just rotting at home....
Well... Cried during the afternoon...
Was chatting on the phone with Benjamin korkor and cried....
And i made him cry too...
I'm so useless so hopeless...
I just simply hate myself...
Why am i even born in the first place...
When i just case misery to others...
Hais... Now i feel like crying again Zzz...
I'm sucha weakling...
I tried to be strong but i just can't...
Sighs... Don't bother comforting me...
It ain't gonna help...
It will just be a waste of time...
When you could be doing something meaningful...

Not in the mood...
Don't come piss me off...
Just fuck out of my sight!

I'm gonna end it once and for all...
It hurts too much...
I can't stand it...
I'm a weakling...
This is too much for me to take...
Misery is what i feel now...
My cheerful-ness is gone...
Besides....
I could just fake a smile and pretend nothing happened...
But i just couldn't do it...
It ended the same way as ____....
Not gonna mention who...
You said you will be there to pick me up when i fall...
But you weren't... Your giving me fake hopes...
Empty promises... This can't carry on...
Thanks for what you have done...
I appreciate it...

2009-07-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

Bored bored bored!
Nothing much happened today Oo
Argh.. My muscle's aching x.x
I don't know what to post...
I don't even know why i'm here in the first place =.=
I should be sleeping!
Otherwise doing my homework ><

~~3 Days and counting~~

Hmmms...
Went to school later then usual...
Cause its THURSDAY! Muahahas! LOLS
Daddy drove me to school <3
Thankiie :3
Sister got phototaking Oo
Graduation photo ! Wonder how she looks like Oo
She sure come up with lots of pose hahas!
Here i go crapping again Oo

Woke up as usual today (:
Sms-ed with Sean until its time :x
Then i was super wide awake...
And crapped and started talking nonsense!
LOLS =.=
Went to school...
Saw a whole lot of people walking to school...
My dad told me...
You see, you last then i drive you...
You become first le LOLS! :x
Then went in walked to class larhs!
What else :B
Lied on table as usual lorhs ><

Nowadays keep having relief teachers ehh ._.
So loooking forward to Mrs Liow coming back :O
I don't quite like the english relief teacher x.x
She looks scary...
And always ask us to answer question ><
When she is thinking of who to pick..
I always look at my table, don't want look at her LOLS!
Anyway... She studies at Australia, KOOL! :D
She's tannn de lorhs *jealous* LOLS
Just kidding (: Yeahs! She better not have H1N1 ehh! :x
Craps...

Oh yeah this reminds me about yesterday...
During literature...
Was told that we got literature project @_@
We were to prepare a scrapbook...
Than teacher said :
I want a Scrapbook...
And not a Crapbook LOLS!

Lessons seems to be longer than usual today ><
It rained when it was almost time to go home.. WTH !
At first... It was drizzling...
Then it began to get heavier...
Then back to drizzling...
Then heavy rain again LOLS
Weird seh =.=
Finally dismissed :D At last!
Took bus to northpoint...
Bought stuffs and so on...
Went home ate and blah blah blah...
I was soaking wet when i got home muahahas :x

After eating...
Chatted with Sean on the phone awhile...
Then he said he wanted to go do his stuffs...
Later did i found out that he went to....
Shan't say barhs Oo
But seriously...
I hope you will quit it alrights...
It ain't good for you...
And you know it!
Try and quit it slowly...
I know it takes time...
I'm not hurrying you or anything...
Just quit it no matter what okays?!
I'm gonna make you promise me that :D

2009-07-01T21:48:00.002+08:00

Oo Its already the 3rd day of school reopen le!
Change of seats....
Change of timetable...
Change of teachers...
What else huh? Zzzz....
I kinda dread going to school le...
This is so boring... Hais...

Change sats le...
I sit until so infront x.x Argh...
Me hate the new sitting arrangement alrights!
It sucks it sucks it sucks !!
Oh ya...
I've gotta remember...
Not to go to school so early tomorrow Oo
Cause school's starting at 8.20? Or 8.30 on thursday....
Later i wake up and go to school foolishly like normal =.=

Today... Nothing much happened...
Lied on the table as usual =.=
Been doing that for the past 2 days :x
Just felt kinda tired i guess...
Besides... I don't like where im sitting now =.=
That Andy is so so so noisy!
I still remember....
Yesterday...
We did maths...
Every few minutes he turns around and ask me:
"How to write the reasoning for this?"
I was like... Argh, can't i do my work in peace Zzz...
Had that irritated look on my face lorhs ><

Well, nowadays...
Life is so suckish...
So lifeless...
So many projects...
Its just basically...
+ School
+ Northpoint(For lunch)
+ Home
+ Homework

Its just eat, sleep and play =.=
I don't want this kind of life siols..
It has no soul in it Zzzz....
No life....
Not much difference from a life of a pig Oo
Don't take it as an insult or anything....
Cause pigs are rather cute (:
No no...
Their not rather cute...
But super cute alrights <3 Hahahas!

Can't wait for monday :D
I felt lonely today...
Cause you weren't there to pei me...
Somehow, i kinda feel that your avoiding me...
Is it true?
Or its just me?
Ohhh... Pathetic...
You've changed my life..
I can feel it...
I will change for a better me...
I ain't that girl your looking for (:
That im very sure about it...
No doubts about it ^^
I won't cling on to you like my teddy bear.
But still...
I wanna call you teddy bear :B

You wasn't there for me when i needed you...
You said you will but you wasn't...

2009-06-27T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hah... Im super lazy nowadays...
Im even lazy to post :P
But than... Was too bored so here to post :D

Lets see... Today was super sway alrights ):
Was supposed to go to the Carnival derhs....
But cancelled due to H1N1....
And... I wasn't even informed that it was cancel!
Wth sias ...
I woke up... Rush and everything for nothing...
Hmph! Should have take my own sweet time :x
Anyway... WenShu wasn't inform about it as well ><
I reached mrt... Saw no one =.=
Then i thought they left already....
Turned and saw WenShu walking :D
So i went towards her lorhs...
We decided to call the others...
Called Lelia... Asked her..
She said she was at home :O
Then i knew about the cancellation Zzz....

Lelia arhs...
Paiseh woke you up from your beauty sleep muahahas :P

After that went home lorhs...
Went back to sleep :P
Super tired larhs ><
Than than than...
Did the online chinese homework...
I haven't completed horhs!
Tomorrow going to chiong chiong chiong! GAH!
So last minute =.=
But im half way done so no worries :D
Nono should be 3/4 done *big smiles*
Should be able to complete it by tomorrow heh...

Hey peeps...
Im just wondering..
Since there's a change in the school timing...
Is there a change of timetable...
Please msn or tag at my tagboard to tell me please :D
Otherwise those who know my number...
Please sms and inform me...
Cause i don't know whether should i follow the old timetable...
Or is there a new one that i didn't get ><
URGENT

Hmmms....
Got ice cream! Wooohooo!
Haven't eaten it for like ages :D
My favourite somemore!
Triple Choco hohos :B
Actually i just like the nuts thats all =.=
Oh well.... I love chocolate!
It seems to cheer me up whenever i eat it :D
Benjamin korkor once said...
There's something in the choco...
Which does that effect Oo
I dont know lurhs :P
I just know...
I love chocolate!!! <3 hahas!
Okays larhs.... Shall end here :D
All my stupid craps (:

I feel un-noticed...
I feel un-loved...
I dont wanna feel this way ):
The feeling sucks ><

2009-06-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hah... Changed blogskin...
Hmmms... Charel is currently using this skin.
I found it kinda nice so decided to use it Oo
I think Joan used it before too ><
Oh well, its a pretty nice skin anyway :D

Don't turn around
I'm sick and i'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You already gone and got me mad
Too bad i'm not sad its past and over
Just one of those things you'll have to get over it

"Get over it" by Avril Lavigne
Hohos... I'm really in love with her songs <3

Well, Today turns out to be a sucky day for me ):
Anyway, Sean's back from malaysia :D
Welcome back yeahs!

Slept pretty early yesterday LOLS -.-
My early is 2/3am :P
And woke up super early toos :D
Woke at around 6+ 7am muahahas...
After that was still super tired lurhs ><
Lied on bed and listen to music <33
Around 10am
Sean sms-ed me Oo
And i told him i was still tired =.=
But can't get to sleep...
His so mean ):
Ask me go sleep if not don't talk to him le..
Meaniie, hmph! Lols joking :D
Then... Quarrelled with him cause of this =.=
I was super upset nias....
It hurts whenever he said "I'm nobody to force you"
And so on... He always says his nobody to me =.=
Make me feel so bloody hurt ):
And than he treats me so nice -.-
Hais....

On com, chatted at msn awhile...
Went mapling...
Cause Sean asked me to pei him Oo
So went....
That time was half way through editing my blog...
Oh well... If i said no... He surely upset liaos =.=
And i seriously don't want that to happen...
So i saved my stuffs and went ><
Mc with him awhile....
Went lpq.... Well....
Something happened that made me really pissed off ):
So i just log out and quit maple....

After i cool down lerhs....
Went to do maths homework...
Did half way was very pekchek le ><
Can't solve that bloody question! Aaaaa !
So i just kept it lols! =.=
Finished editing my blog....
And TADA! Here i am Zzz..
LOLS lame hah....
Just now Joseph Yeo keep saying me siao ):
I just hypered only he say me siao T_T
Hais....
He asked me to help him with a maths question...
So helped...
But the answer very weird @_@
Walao, he super bad lorhs ):
Say comfirm wrong hmph...
My maths not good you still ask me help ><
Then i asked him if correct how?
He say he treat me lunch lols =.=
Hmph... We'll see Oo

OMGOMG, Look at the time now!
Its so late le Oo
And i need to buy things for my mum...
Its for dinner tonight!
Gosh! I better get going now ><

2009-06-22T10:27:00.002+08:00

And i don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't wan a conversation
I just wanna cry infront of you
I dont wanna talk about
Cause im in love with you

Ohh... Its just lyrics from a song...
"Fall to pieces" by Avril Lavigne
Kinda nice though :x
I'm kinda addicted to it already hahas!

Sighs...
Currently super bored alrights ><
BORED BORED BORED ~
I wanna go out !
Thinking of going East Coast :B
But so far wonder who can make it =.=

Ahh... This reminds me..
Thursday...
I'll most probably be going out to the hill!
Go jogging with joscelin <3
Then maybe....
Just maybe....
We will watch the sunset after that!
WOOTS! Cant wait alrights :X
Hehes....

Ohh... This post is so going to be full of craps Oo
Lets see...
Here goes my grandfather story again alrights :D

Woke up early morning at...
Hmmms... What time was it again ><
Oh yeahs !
7.10am LOLS =.=
Kena wake up by dad derhs x.x
Then lie on bed awhile...
Remembered Sean going to malaysia...
And i told him to sms me before he left...
So i went to get my phone....
Saw his msg "im leaving soon"
Let me tell you something...
It soon is like hours okays =.=

I was sms-ing him all the way till 9plus ><
You see...
His soon is from 7.10am-9plus ._.
Niceee right? LOLS :x

Lets continue.... Lalalas...
Woke up wash up and so on =.=
I mean who doesn't anyway? lols
So went to change....
Was going school ...

Just to submit :
Maths 1
Maths 2
Maths file

Stupid right ?! Zzzz...
Gosh....
Was super careless today x.x
I took my stuffs...
Walked to the mrt...
Then i realise i forgotten my wallet Zzzz...
Wad suppose to go mrt and topup my ezlink...
But when i was searching for it....
Then i realise i left it at home wth =.=
So went home and take it Zzzz
So pathetic...
Then fed up le...
So just walked to the bus stop...
Since there's still money in my ezlink...

-Skip skip-

Reached school...
Went in...
Saw Joey =.=
She gave me that shocking look Zzz...
Like never see me before =.=
Anyway...
I was super lazy to tie my hair..
So i left it untied....
Anyway.. Its just going to be for awhile ._.

Walked in....
Left the books and stuffs...
Hurried out....
I was hoping not to see any teachers i know :B
Hehes...
On my way out...
Saw Joey again Oo
This time i noticed Jing Wen was with them LOLS
Didn't noticed her at first :P
Uh uhh uhh....

Walked to Chong pang...
Packet Nasi-Lemak for lunch Oo
Or should i say...
Breakfast + Lunch? lols...
Ok bought...
And the attitude was like...
Sighs ><
She made me waited...
While she was happily chatting with her friend ._.
Zzzz.... Stupid....

Went to 7-11
Bought slurpee....
Haven't drank it for ages...
And since i walked past it...
So i went in to buy ><
Actually thought of buying a fbt shorts...
White + Green ; curve cut...
But lazy walk there :P
So forget it...
Went to the bus stop...
And went home of cause!
Super tired alrights...

Had a sleepless night....
I don't know what was i thinking...
I was just so wide awake...
Listening to songs....
Staring at the ceiling...
Sean kept me company though ><
We just randomly chatted...
Didn't know what to talk about lols =.=
Told him i can't sleep ><
He asked if i wanted him to call me...
Of course its a big fat no :x
Lols... I love midnight chat....
But i'll just go speechless...
And than...
You will just be wondering if im still there...
Or have i fallen asleep or something...
Well, thats me alright ><
Besides...
My whole family was asleep...
Everyone except me -.-
Slept at around 12+ 1....
I forced myself to sleep =.=
Had to wake up early the next day...
Which was today....
Pretty awful night alright....

And Sean,
Thanks for keeping me company...
Although i said something...
And got you upset...
In the end...
You cheered up and smiled...
I don't know whether isit a real one....
Or your just doing it to make me feel better...
I felt really bad that time....
I'm really sorry ):
Well, its the past now...
I guess i shouldn't think about it...
Thanks yeahs :D
Enjoy yourself okays ^^
Take cares...

2009-06-20T10:54:00.019+08:00

Hey! Im back :D
Actually, im back since 2 days ago xP
Just super lazy to post hehes :P
Hmmms....
I'll try and recall everything and post it here :x
Pardon me cause my memory is kinda suckish.
Lets start the craps!
I mean my grandfather story xP

15|o6|o9

Woke up at 5am *yawns*
Super tired alright....
+ Bathe
+ Wash up
+ Ate breakfast
+ Changed
+ Off we go ~ LOLS !

Off to the mrt station (:
Went to causeway point...
The bus was there already :P
Guess we are late :x
Boarded and off we go XD
Genting here we come!
Hahas =.= I'm crapping LOLS...
It isn't my first time there anyway ._.
Just that this time im really hyper :D

Reached Genting at around 12.15pm
Left our baggage at the...
Hmmm, what is that called?
Ohh who cares xP
Went for lunch !
Im hungry alright :x
After we ate....
Went to wait for our hotel room keys Oo
Hmm... Wander why isit key...
When it is just a card LOLS !
Oh well :x

Soon... It was our turn...
Got the room "keys" and went up :D
Super tired so rested awhile...
After that...
*poof* Off we went to the arcade XD
My bro was super addicted to it =.=
I find it kinda boring xP
Love the outdoor theme park more!

Took some pictures on the way up (:
Here they are ! XD

16|o6|o9

Ate dian sim for breakfast :D
It was nice alright!
After that....
Me,bro and sis went to the arcade again!
Im in-charge! Boohooo...
Parents went to their so called "work"
Hahas *laughs* !
Anyway... They used that to fool my sis :P
Cause my sis is super sticky to them :x

At around 12pm?
Hmmm.. Can't remember the timing ><
My ahyi sms saying they arriving :D
Yay-ness! Called my parents to tell them that...
Told them we go back hotel first Oo
Meeting ahyi at the lobby <3
Walking walking walking...
Reached the merry-go-round?
Whatever is that called :x
Outside Mary Brown...
They asked us to wait for them there...
Fine... Waited and waited and waited ><

Soon, we saw them...
Walked towards the hotel....
Saw my ahyi walking out Oo
Probably finding us hehes :P
So went to our rooms...
They left their bags there...
Went to eat fried rice as lunch Oo
It was rather tasty worhs...

Hmmms...
I remember there's this "maomaochong"
Ohh... Its a ride actually LOLS
We just called it that cause it looks like one hah!
I was looking at one passing by...
Then this group of boys inside...
They waved at me all of a sudden Oo
I was like blurred LOLS ><
Then i waved back hahas!
They were like waving until it went out of sight XD

Then then then....
Went bowling !
Had fun though :3
But was super tiring :x
Played 2 games hehes...
After that...
Went to have dinner and went back to our rooms to rest :x
I can't really remember what happen though ><
Like i said...
My memory's really suckish x.x

Oh yeah!
There's more pictures :D

17|o6|o9

Morning woke up super early :D
Went to eat buffet Oo
After eating...
Walked to the outdoor theme park ><
But it was still closed T_T
Open at only 10am on that day...
And it was only 8.30am... Sighs ):
So went back to hotel with dad...
He wanted to rest Oo
Mum and ahyi went to play jackpot ><
Went out at around 10.30am
Bought the tickets....
Went in...
And time for some fun !
WOOTS :D
Played played and played :P
Lazy to elaborate hehes :x

After that...
We went back to our room to rest awhile Oo
After resting...
We went to the indoor theme park ><
Boring though lols...
All rides...
And you just sit there enjoy the view thats all...
Played all the way till the rides were closed LOLS!
Bought Mac for supper? XD
Went back to our room and ate (:
Slept at around 2am Oo
Couldn't get to sleep though...
idontknow why :P

Hmmm...
Here's more pictures :P

THATS ALL :D
Phew....
What a long post ><

2009-06-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hiies Peeps :D
Im going to Genting tomorrow morning (:
Will tell you when im back!
Please don't sms me....
Otherwise...
Later your bill burst,
idontknowarhs XD

2009-06-13T19:05:00.003+08:00

Lalalas~ Hehes...
I suddenly feel like blogging Oo
But am seriously not in the mood...
So anything just sms me or ask me at msn ><
Oh yeah.... I've changed number....
Ask me personally if you want it :x
And please dont let niklas aka niklan know =.=

Monday im leaving for genting...
I don't really know whether its a good thing....
Or a bad thing ><
Well... I guess its both a good and bad thing...
Won't say why barhs ><
Hmmm... Tomorrow...
Im planning to play basketball alone ><
In the morning barhs....
If anyone of you happen to read this...
Tell me if you wanna play (:
After that im going to the library to return my books...
Cause if i dont return comfirm overdue :P
Aiyas... Short post (:
You don't have to read the rest ^^

You know...
Ever since we last met...
On wednesday....
You've been treating me so cold lately...
Why is that so?
Next day...
You have class gathering...
I understand....
You asked me if i wanted to go east coast...
I wanted... But don't you think its abit too late?
By the time i reached....
It would soon be time for me to leave...
So its meaningless isn't it?
Friday... You slept the whole day...
That i understand too...
Cause your exhausted.... Fine...
But today...
Why do you seem to be ignoring me?
Hais.... Im really confused you know....
Just what am i to you...
Can you please tell me honestly?
Am i just your toy?
When your finished playing you just dump it aside...
Is it that way?
You made me disappointed over and over...
Your avoiding me uhs?
Or isit me over sensitive...
Thinking too much?
Where were you when i need you most?
I can't help but break down....
~~And cry...~~
Cause it hurts so much...

2009-06-10T15:26:00.003+08:00

Hohos ! The weather is killing me manzxc...
Just came back home ^^
Hmms... Actually came home for quite awhile le xP

Had a sleepless night....
Was just lying on the bed...
Turning left turning right lols...
And and and...
I had a pretty weird dream -.-
Won't elaborate ^^

Around 8++ sms zhuzhu :x
Then i dump my phone aside...
Thinking that i'll probably rest awhile more while waiting for his reply :x
But who knows....
He replied as soon as hmms....
As soon as i wanted to rest barhs Oo
Then he told me he woke up at 4am...
Feeling all warm and sweaty lols !
Then after awhile....
He went to bathe, eat and brush his teeth :x
So did i XD Cause was meeting him later at 10am (:
But i only bathe and brush my teeth :P
Skipped breakfast as usual Oo
Didn't felt like eating though....

After that... Went to northpoint to find him :x
Enter northpoint... Wondering where him...
Look up and saw him lols =.=
I think he smiled and waved? Oo
Forgotten :x Or should i say didn't see clearly...
Went up to find him... Lalalas~
Went to library... Closed =.= Knew it ><

Stood there waited... He went to the toilet =.=
He came out he told me :
" You wait here... I go down and come up "
Then i was like... Dots... So bo liao ><
And he really went down and up again lols !
Anyway... It was super cold there...
And i had flu since i woke up ):
So i asked him if we could go down and just stand there and wait ><
Cause its too cold there x.x
So we went down....
Stood there staring into blank space :x
Then he was like... Hmms...
Moving nearer and nearer to me? LOLS
Then i was moving away from him ._."
Move until the end le no space liaos lols zzz....
Then i told him :
" See lah... You move nearer to me.... I move away... Move until the end no space liao... "

Soon, i got bored....
Took out hp and on songs? LOLS :x
He heard then he purposely lean forward to comfirm it LOLS !
Then then.... Hmms...
I started playing game on my hp :P
Play play play xP
Was kinda like cracking my brain LOLS ><
Then i noticed him suddenly staring at me...
I looked at him and looked up at the library...
Suprisingly, it was opened le lols...
Then i ask him...
Library open le why never tell me ><
Then he said that he also don't know that library open le...
He didn't see people entering the library...
Until he saw 1 person peeking out of the glass LOLS

So went up to the library...
Sat at the same old spot lols :x
I closed my eyes and rested awhile ><
Kinda tired ): I bet he is too...
After awhile... Took out my brother stupid list Oo
Looked through... Went searching for some...
Either On loan or cant find ....
Then he helped me search :D
He found 1 or should i say 2 :x
But the 2nd one was like....
Rather thick you know...
And im like... Woahs... My bro will die if i give him that LOLS :x
I told him that and he say don't care lurhs just give him...
Got my book... Went back sat and read Oo
I was like .... Super tired and very impatient...
Sorry arhs ):

Skip the library part....

After that... Requested to go out of the library...
Too cold le x.x My fingers were freezing ><
So went out... Walked to the underground with him...
As he needs to go AMK Hub to meet his mother Oo
Then when we were to go seperate ways...
He followed me Oo
Then he said he need to wait for his sis...
Who is still at home lols...
He said he wanna buy drinks..
I asked him to go buy i accompany him...
In the end... Walked 1 big round to Mac lols ><
He bought ice cream....
Ohh... The workers there...
Their skills are...
So-so... Or should i say horrible =.=
Lets not talk about that.....

After that... We walked out of northpoint...
Cause he know i was freezing cold :D
So we sat outside where it was freaking hot =.=
At first i still felt cold...
After awhile... I felt like i was burning ><
Then i told him...
Inside i freaking cold...
Then you ask me sit out here in the hot sun...
I wanna faint le lols... ><

He ate finish his ice cream Oo
He said he wanted to buy another 1 =.=
So went in.... I thought he was kidding you know...
But he really bought another one lols ><
And when they were making it...
I saw something and couldn't help but laugh LOLS :x
So... Once again... Went out...
Sat and he ate his ice cream Oo
Finished he stood up.... He said he wanna go toilet wash hands..

Okays... Went... I stood outside waiting for him ><
Then he went mrt...
I went back to northpoint to get something to eat....
Then he came up to me and say...
I go by underpass to mrt...
The weather is freaking hot...
Then i felt like...
Why cant he just make up his mind lols...
So went.... Then bidded goodbye ><
Sms-ed him :x
He told me what he was saying :D
Won't write here =.=

TADA~
The end LOLS :x
Thats all barhs i guess Oo

Sorry zhuzhu...
I wasn't myself today ><
Probably cause i was feeling rather sickish...
And maybe cause i was too tired...

2009-06-09T09:56:00.002+08:00

Guess what...
Yeahs im back again (:
But not as hyper as yesterday though ):
Hmmms... Yesterday....
In the end didn't went to the library -.-
Postponed... Lalalas~
Probably going today? I dont know...
Hmmms... Vanessa asked me if i wanna go out yesterday...
But was kinda tired and didn't felt like it ><
Sorry darling ):
And and and....
Your retard is seriously bad!
Pangseh you .... Oh well....
Boys are just boys....
They can be really cold blooded sometimes...
Well... It depends on what kind of boy he is barhs (:
Never judge a book by its cover
Yeahs! I love that phrase LOLS :x
He maybe gorgeous looking on the outside...
But who knows what his like on the inside....

Oh yeah this reminds me....
Tingrui asked me if im free to meet next week tuesday....
I was curious why suddenly ask me that...
So i asked him.... He gave me a stupid reply alright...
He said that he missed me =.= Gosh....
And i just lied that my holiday are fully packed...
Im sucha bitch...
But all i can say is...
Forget me.... Carry on with your life...
You have your own life and so do i....
I happy with my life (:
And i hope you are too....
Lets just put the past behind us alright...
But still....
I hope we are still friends ^^
It doesn't hurt to have another friend...
But it hurts to have another enemy...
Get what i mean?
If you don't, too bad then...
I seriously don't know how to explain it =.=
I know im dumb.... Yeahs... I admit im dumb :D
Hahas....

Lets see....
Plans for today :
Eat...
Sleeep...
Play...
LOLS jkjk of cause not !
+ Go library with brother >< [forced by dad ):]
+ Packet lunch... Sighs....
+ Do maths elearn.litespeed... ARGH x.x

Aiyas... I seriously have nothing to do.....
Just plain old me ><
Boring life.... But after the GG camp...
I learnt something from the seniors you know...
You've got to entertain yourself!
Otherwise it would be boring...
Don't wait for others to entertain you yeahs (:
Hahas XD I guess it meant well....

Weee ~ Finally can meet zhuzhu tomorrow <3
So looking forward to it... Hehes....
I was like super happy when he comfirm that he can alright :x
Lalalas~ Shall go into my dreamland xP
Ohya... This morning was woken up by...
BENJAMIN KORKOR LOLS :x
I saw his msg...
Was super tired and grumpy okays :P
So i just dump my phone aside and continue sleeping ><
After sleeping awhile more...
Zhuzhu msg me... GAH! He woke me up too ):
After that... I can't get back to sleep anymore x.x
So just sms zhuzhu awhile....
His now at East Coast cycling ):
Lalalas~
His suppose to teach his sister how to cycle xP
Oh well.... Im ending here (:
Too much craps already xP
Waiting for his msg :x Lalalas~
Wish wednesday would come sooner x.x

2009-06-08T11:13:00.004+08:00

Weee ~ Its a brand new day (:
Had a terrible night...
My sister actually kicked me in the head =.=
Wth lorhs x.x

Lalalas~ Im happy happy happy XD
Super hyper today yeahs (:
New day what :x
I will remain this way...
Till someone ruins it lalalas~
And i bet its most probably...
MY IDIOTIC BROTHER ><
Gah...
My dad wants me to bring him to the library to borrow books....
Fine lorhs....
But the thing is he doesn't wants to =.=
Then... Later i kena again Zzzz... Wth lorhs ><
Hmph.... Zhuzhu just offline ):
And yeahs... He never fails to make me smile (:
His super cute i tell ya XD
Hmmms... So i guess later...
Most likely i'll be going to the library barhs....
And and and...
I miss drinking milo yeahs ):
The goood thing is...
I drank it just now *big smiles*
Now then i realise....
I kept doing that ' *big smiles* ' thingy LOLS :x
Hmmms... Nothing much to post lurhs.....
Will update at night if possible (:
Im going to make this blog alive again !
And and and...
Tag before leaving (:

Tags replied:

Junwei: Thanks kor (: Okok, i will XD

Terry: Hiies zhuzhu :D

Dion: Yoz! Thanks for welcoming me back from camp XD You enjoy your camp too uhhs (: Sentosa lorhs x.x Most likely better then mine x.x *jealous* jkjk :P

Joan: Uhhs... Whose the 'his' you referring to Oo You take care too (: Thanks for tagging yeahs ! Will tag you back XD

Lelia: LOLS ! Hahas.... The same thing happened to me xP His stupid tagboard ): Anyhow bann people LOLS jkjk

Xinle: Linked :D

Brasel: LOLS! Tsk tsk... Meaniie ): jkjk... Kays i will... You too uhhs (: Love you truckloads <3

Veron: Thanks for tagging (:

Hannah: iloveyou tooo !! Meet up soon horhs (:

Rose: Hiies (: Thanks for tagging XD

Sorry for the late replies yeahs :x
Kinda lazy to reply those tags xP
But still... I replied right XD

Zhuzhu, imissyou...
Although you have just left for only a few minutes....

2009-06-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hohos ! Im back from camp *big smiles*
Sorry posting only now xP
Was kinda tired yesterday yeahs x.x
And and and...
I'm not going to post about the camp yeahs ><
Tired manzxc :x

Today, Woke up at 9am x.x
Stupidity.... Could have slept longer :x
Hais... If it weren't for him....
I really would have slept long ><
Check phone... He msg me lols =.=
2 msg... He thought i angry rofl XD
Cute sias him !
Then then... Bathed and watched my tv LOLS !
Went to subway to find he and his friend...
I just stood behind him...
Cause didn't want to sit ><
Not don't want lurhs...
Is don't know where to sit...
Cause sit here also uncomfortable,
Sit there also uncomfortable...
So decided to just stand there lorhs ><
Then they did their project awhile...
He kept asking me to sit :x
But didn't want to hehes xP
Cause it was like... I either have to sit beside him...
Or his friend... And was super lazy to grab a chair..
And i didn't want to block the way yeahs ><
Then... Requested to go to the library xP
So we went... The library was still closed lorhs =.=
There was a big group of people waiting outside the library...
Typical Singaporeans hahas !
Stood there waiting for the library to open -.-
Soon, it opened... Everyone rushed in lorhs Zzzz...
His friend also went to join the crowd LOLS !
I was at there still waiting for the crowd to clear =.=
Was like telling him...
Uhhh, why your friend so kan chiong arhs... lols
Then... Went in... Told him to find place sit..
While i went to find book to borrow ><
In the end leiis... He went to use com LOLS
His friend was practically a joker =.= Dots..
After that... Found a place to sit...
Sat there... Nothing to do ><
Chatted awhile... His friend wasn't with us...
Bla bla bla...
Soon his friend came ><
There goes our peace hahas !
He was like super noisy can? :P

-Skip Skip-
Library part was too boring ><
Lazy to elaborate...

His friend complained...
Cause we were like sitting there for quite some time :x
Then he said his butt pain LOLS !
So stood up went walking around ><
He kept asking me whether if i wanna buy a drink or anything...
Went popular to look for his history book ><
Lalalas ~ Can't find, no stock...
And i was freaking cold lorhs ><
After that...
Went minitoons to look look...
He asked me if i wanted to buy anything lols...
I just replied a no and said just window shopping hahas XD
Then went timezone cause his friends looking for him -.-
He wanted to avoid them...
So he was like... Ehh, my friends coming le...
Lets go timezone, window gaming lols ><
Cute sias XD
Then in the end... Walk walk walk...
Stopped at a place ><
Stood there staring into blank space hehes :x
Aiyas... Lets stop here...
STM sorry ):
Kinda forgot what happen...
Or should i say...
Lazy to blog le :x

The feeling for you is just so strong...
But i am just unable to face it....
I love your smell...
What i mean is the smell of your shampoo...
When your walking infront of me...
I can smell it even though we are a distance away..
Now... Im so used to having it around me...
Just like im used to having you around me...
I love your smile the most <3
Its just simply so sweeet...
I noticed you kept looking at me...
And then....
We will start staring at each other...
I never felt this way before....
Its so unlike me...
I always felt uncomfortable when im with a guy alone...
Especially when his super near me...
But with you... It didn't felt this way...
I felt rather safe......
I can't deny i dont love you...
Cause the fact is...
~~iloveyou~~

2009-05-31T20:17:00.002+08:00

Lalalas ~ Falling in love with the song:
You'll always find your way back home by Hannah Montana !
Love the lyrics manzxc !

Sorry Junwei kor...
You jio me out to go basketballing...
But seriously wasn't in the mood..
So i just made up a stupid excuse....
Saying :
I cant go out on weekends ><
She told me that too....
Hais.... Then i asked her...
When i went for camp...
Was she sleepless too?
She gave me a yes....
But i just dont understand it....
Since you cared,
Why on earth must you treat me like this?
You made me feel that you are so bias...
Hais.... Im just over sensitive uhhs?
You know there's this thing which goes...
Always trust a girl's senses...
When she says something isn't right,
Believe her,
Something really isn't right...
Is that really true?
Sighs....
There's also this which says...
Girls are very observant....
Yeahs i guess i agree with that ><
In my opinion that is....

Just who do you think you are?
Why did i even....
Gosh, I was so blind before...
Now the truth is all out (:
Smile because it happened...
If it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have seen your true colours...
Guess i was wrong about you....
I kept putting in good words about you infront of others...
Whenever they bad mouthed about you....
I'll always try to sheild you....
But whats the point now =.=
Im nothing in your eyes uhhs?
Not even a friend?
Not even as someone you know?
Ohh forget it =.=
Wish you happiness always...
And i just simply love your smiles..

I can fill a whole book about you,
But i wont do it...
It will only be just a waste of time....
And also a waste of money,
Pen ink and
Space....
Thanks for those sweet memories...
But you hurt me over and over....
I not longer want to be soft hearted....
People just take advantage of it....
Perhaps its time to show you who i am...
Or maybe...
It isn't time yet....

Peeps !
Please don't go around guessing who im referring to....
Seriously,
Its no one you know....
He/She is from my primary school....
He/She is from my seconday school....
I will tell you no clues about that person (:
STOP GUESSING AND STFU !
Gossip all you want....
I dont give a damn to it...
Cause i heckcare !
Your mind your mouth...
There's nothing i can do...

2009-05-30T11:11:00.003+08:00

Im back (:
Tag before leaving please !
My tagboard is like.. Sighs... ><

27|05|09

Hang out with Shannon, Gina and Junwei...
Played basketball awhile ._."
Just shoot lorhs sighs...
No fun !
I always enjoy myself while playing basketball...
But not this time ><
They wanted to ask niklas to come =.=
Cause they want disturb him Zzzz...
Oh whatever....
Blah blah blah... Went home...
I stopped at the lift lobby =.=
Junwei keep asking me go in Zzzzz
Keep asking me go home...
He comfirm up to no good de lorhs Zzz...
Shall not elaborate ><
Ehhs ! Some kind of kor you are lurhs ):
Bully your mei Zzz....
Why let me seee you again ?! GAH !

Was surfing the net when my bro came home...
He shouted for my dad first... ><
Then forget it... I went to open the door...
I went to the door, saw him sobbing...
Gave him that puzzled look....
He took off the tissue from his head...
He showed me the tissue... OMG ><
I was super shocked okays x.x
Unlocked the door and rush into the house...
Shouted for my parents....
'Daddy! Daddy! Jk head bleeding !'
Then, my mum heard...
She asked what happen and came out of her room...
Dad was sleeping, he woke up and rush out....
Dad was still super blur lorhs Zzzz...
He thought my bro cut his ear =.=
When i shouted head bleeding LOLS...
Then they changed and brought him to the clinic ><
Ohh ya... My sister had high fever that time....
Measured her temperature... It was 39.something ._.
Was super worried okays x.x
I hate my bro at times.... But still...
His my bro after all.... We are related somehow =.=
When he came home... Was glad that he was alright ><
Sighs.... Sms-ed Adrian awhile....
Then told him my bro injuried head....
Sister high fever...
Next 1 will be me sick ._."

28|05|09

Sighs... So accurate? Sighs..
Shouldn't have cursed myself uhhs !
Me and my big mouth ><
Gosh... Was absent from school ><
Had some allergy x.x
Stayed at home and rest....
Bro and sis was at home toos =.=
Sister was okay already...
But her teachers went for some courses....
So.... No school for her ._."
Uhhs... Nothing much happen lurhs...

At night....
Went for the parent meeting session ><
Whole family went ._."
Cause was going out to buy something after that...
And my parents dont want us to keep using the com...
Reached school... Went to class...
They told me teacher called my name twice =.=
Was puzzled... After that...
Found out what happen ><
Teacher called my name twice to get the report book :x
He stood while talking to the parents =.=
Wasn't it suppose to sit and talk Zzz...
Whatever....
He talked to other parents was like...
Super long lorhs ._." Mine lerhs?
Not even a minute LOLS ><
He still put in alot of good words for me :P
Thanks anyway XD
I didn't get nagged, scolding or anything (:
Super happy lorhs :D
Anyway.... There is no C in my report book <3
WEEE love it lurhs !

29|05|09

Which was yesterday (:
Ahyi and cousin came to my house XD

After school, went to see the FBT shorts ><
Bought a black one, curve cut :x
Then, went to mac to eat lunch with kehui ...
Saw Agnes and Denise there...
So sat with them >< Sighs....
After eating went home....
bus-ed to northpoint...
Didn't wanted to go home so early...
So rode till the interchange ><
Walked to the library....
While walking saw Niklas, Dion and Vanessa...
I tap Vanessa on the back :x
She looked around cannot see anyone LOLS
Then niklas pointed at me XD
I smiled to her and walked to the library....
Saw Yongjun =.=
He was sitting with a bunch of girls Zzzz
If im not wrong, he was the only boy?
Heckcare lurhs :x
Then found a place sat and read my book <3
I almost sms Yongjun saying...
Someone flirting horhs :x
But in the end didn't lurhs =.=
None of my business also ><
After that... Felt pretty tired...
So went home ><

Went basketballing with cousin at around 4+ ><
He and my sis keep snatching the ball LOLS
Aiyas... If my sis never snatch until...
She throw temper wth.... No fun :x
Went to 219 basketball court...
No one there...
So went to grandparents house eat dinner ><
After eating... Rested awhile...
Guess what? :x Went basketballing again <3
Gosh ! Shoot shoot ! Cousin keep snatch ball =.=
Then my parents and ahyi came (:
Make me hyper !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* LOLS
I know i short ):
Dont need keep bully me ._.
They keep snatching my ball ><
GAH GAH GAH !
Then, went home...
Bathed and so on =.=
Duhhs... Of cause...
I stink like hell lorhs XD

30|05|09

Lalalalas ~ Gosh...
Bored bored bored bored bored !
I have nothing to post for today.....
Pekchek lurhs ! GAH ~

2009-05-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

Sorry...
Did these quizzes out of boredorm....
Ignore it if you like ><

Attitude test

calm and quiet

you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the difference between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and don't do what you really wanna do..

What do people think of you at first sight?

YOU ARE MAYBE A BIT AGGRESSIVE

You scare people!
But you are not mean,
You are a good friend once people come to know you..
Just be a bit more open!

What does your birthday say about you?

April

Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous.
Loving and caring. Suave and generous.
Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory.
Moving Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

What should your parents have named you?

Brooke

You are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful.
You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.

In your circle of friends, what is your label?

The Romantic!!!

You are The Romantic!
You have something....
Should I say SOMEONE....on your mind at ALL times.
You love them and you have all sorts of ideas of how your first date...engagement party...wedding...and so on will be.
Try writing a story, it sounds like you have TONS of ideas.
And if you REALLY like this person, tell him/her by flirting, body language, or just telling your person outright!
Never give up...ever.

What's your geek level?

Popular

You're an overall nice girl, enough said.
Who needs a high geek level with this many mates?
Its all about living a little.

What are you born to do?

best at everything

you are the social person who make useful contacts.
you introduce important people to influential people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...
but you don't enjoy the spotlight as much.
you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to stretch and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true...
you will do well in almost any field you know how to flatter without being to obvious and you can make just about anyone like you

How violent are you?

Chilled Out !

You play it cool, nothing' wrong with that.
In tight situations you find a peaceful way to end it, or you just avoid it.
Try not to get caught in a fight.

Which type of woman are you?

Lovely Lady

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim might be to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are unique and rare!

2009-05-25T20:13:00.003+08:00

Gosh ! Finally my sis lets me use the com ._.
I ask her tons of times le LOLS ! :x
Here she goes again ...
Complain QUEEN!
Let's start the post...
Enough rubbish ><

Let's skip during school times barhs (:
Ohh... 1 more thing ._."
LOW KAH WAI !
Please stop copying the way i speak...
Its irritating...
&& i feel kinda offended....
Not funny (:
Kays done LOLS :x

After school...
Rushed home! Changed and so on....
Went to causeway point to meet Chermine, Gina & Shannon <3
Love them truck loads lurhs :3
Went to catch the movie 'The Uninvited'
Well, the movie was kinda stupid ._."
We were like 'chey' in the end LOLS...
And Shannon was like...
Ehh? End liao arhs? rofl :x
Then... I was scared lorhs !
I kept covering my eyes ...
Dont dare to watch =.=
But at the end leiis....
Still watched LOLS ... If not waste money marhs :P
Then ended le....
Shannon saw all the popcorn on the floor LOLS...
She ask Gina..
Ehh, why all your brother popcorn on the floor?
Gina replied...
Cause starting he was frightened then the popcorn spill...
Rofl :x Cute sias him ! XD
Then, went arcade (:
Found Tingrui XD Long time no seee !
Still the same as before?
Arcade freak :P
But i guess he kinda changed XD
Played some games.....
Went home at around 6pm? LOLS
Hehes.... Went to mrt to take train home...
Shannon and i went in le...
Then Gina's brother next....
He tap his card, no money =.=
Cant enter... Diaos....
Then Gina no money to top up his card...
So, she borrowed 50cents from Shannon to take bus home ><
Shannon was taking the money from her wallet...
And accidentally tap out =.=
Then the gate suddenly open LOLS ._.
She reached out her hand and tap in again LOLS Zzzz...
Cause i was wondering...
How was she going to get out later ...
Then.... Chatted in the train (:
Bidded goodbye and went home XD
Anyway, Shannon drop off 1 stop after me :P
Take cares yeahs :D

He changed alot worhs (:
Changed until it feels as if...
I dont know him anymore LOLS !
Or maybe its true...
I dont really know him after all =.=
Ohh whatever :P
He told me his going to work during the holidays...
Was curious so ask him work as what...
He told me selling cds... ._."
Hope its not the illegal kind yeahs ><

2009-05-21T17:53:00.003+08:00

WALAOS ZZzz... So freaking moodless !
Im so not in the mood...
So dont come provoke me zzzz
Sorry if i turn nasty....
I'll try and control... ><
FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK !
My favourite chicken rice didnt cheer me up either....
Why am i just so moodless today ?! Zzzz.....

Took back literature paper today....
Yeahs ! Maybe this is the cause of it....
Was freaking moodless after that lurhs !
I memorized and memorized just for it....
Then... I got a just past Zzzzzz
Waste my time...
Ohh forget it Zzzz....
Dont wanna talk about it le ><

During recess...
Went to change into GG uniform... ><
Freaking hot yeahs x.x
Cause we gonna have phototaking straight after school....
GAH !~ DION SEAH !!!
Why you so fast go change sias....
I want see you in your uniform LOLS ><
I missed such a great chance x.x
Nvms.... I'll make sure i wont miss it next time :P
Hahas XD XD

Science period....
Teacher let us do whatever we want (:
Then then....
We played dare or dare? ZZzz...
Freaking boring lurhs ><
They dare me go start conversation with Adrian...
For 3 sec =.= I call his name already more then that LOLS !
At that time...
Adrian, Zhijun Kahwai and Junzhi sitting together.....
I walked behind Adrian...
Just a few steps away from him...
I called Adrian !
Then he turn back...
I said hi and waved XD
Then.... Zhijun turn to look also ><
Kinda paiseh and faster turn and walk back x.x

-SKIP SKIP-
Cant really remember...
Memory lost again ):

After school... Had phototaking XD
Went.... Waited....
Took >< Blah blah blah....
Fake a smile :x
Cause was still moody lurhs...
Bet it didnt look nice >< Sighs....
Went to change into PE...
Having floorball later x.x
Inter-class competition.... Hais...
So moody how to play ZZzz...
Waited for kehui to finish taking photo....
After theirs was basketballers :x
Stays to look hehes :P
Saw Adrian LOLS ! HAHAS !
His look was like... Rofl :x
Gong gong dai dai look lols....
It was super easy to spot Zhijun XD
Nonetheless, I spotted many others...
Went for floorball with Cherying and Kehui...
Rose went for basketball training Zzzz....
Veron waiting for the phototaking....
So we went first and waited (:
Soon Veron came XD
Played against 2/7 ? ><
Felt bad keep snatching their ball...
Sorry... x.x
So... Played...
I score 1 heng heng derhs...
They were surrounding Veron ><
And they hit the ball out to me...
LOLS....
Veron scored 1 too (:
She said also heng heng de LOLS ! XD
So it was 2-1...
We won hahas.... Stayed to watch the boys...
Kahwai very ZAI siols XD
Anyway they won too (:
After playing floorball...
It kinda cheered me up....
Wasnt feeling that moody lerhs XD

Took bus with Shannon <3
We were like...
Too bad Mr Koh left already....
He taught us floorball...
We won lerhs ! Thanks to him <3
His like the best PE teacher ever lorhs :x
Hehes....

Bought chicken rice for dinner....
Went home, bathe and ate....
Hais... It didnt cheer me up ):
And what do you know...
I bought dinner for my dad toos...
And he complained here and there Zzzzz
Said i didnt add this didnt add that....
WTH larhs !
I packet for you dinner lerhs !
What more do you want hars ?!
Next time you go buy yourself larhs horhs Zzzzz
Zao zhi dao dont buy for you....
Freak sias.... Made me so moody again Zzzz

I lied...
By saying that....
idontloveyou...
Anymore....
Im sucha freak...

2009-05-19T17:19:00.003+08:00

LOLS ! WEEEEE XD
Im siao le just ignore it hahas !
Today... Got back 5 papers ><
English paper 2: 32/50
Maths: 59/80
Geography: 59.5/100(?) Not sure... Havent add MCQ ><
Science: 80/100 Woots ! LOVE IT (:
Chinese: 57.25% >< Deproved D:

Haiya... Overall so-so only....
Dont get C6 for overall can le !
No more C6 in my report book !!!
LOLS... As if that's going to happen Zzzz....
Today school... Boring !
Like alot teachers not here...
Relief teacher Zzzz...
If not then no teacher LOLS !
Then i sms-ed in class wahahas XD
I kinda daydreamed alittle lurhs :P
Looking at the wrong direction that is ><
Stupid me ._."

Then then....
Shannon and Gina starting drawing LOLS !
They drew Niklas and Kahwai hahas ! XD
Here they are :x

LOLS ! After school...
Went for guides meeting ><
Thought going to get scolding from Miss Suba ><
Heng ! She wasn't there LOLS !
But Louis was XD
4,5,6 June having GG Camp....
So not looking forward to it ><
Then then... This thursday, 21 May....
Photo taking Zzzz.... Sians ><
Need bring full uniform and bearing...
What about boots ?!
Asked louis... She didn't know too =.=
She said will inform us when she found out...
So we have to keep a look out for the announcement x.x
Dismissed le...
Went to KFC eat lunch....
With Vanessa And Atika <3
Who knows... When we were about to queue up to buy food...
Saw the whole bunch of them !
Including Zj Zzzz....
Was like... VANESSA ! CAN WE EAT SOMEWHERE ELSE LOLS :x
Then she agreed (: But....
Soon he left ._. So we still ate dere XD
Blah blah blah...
Was supposed to meet Joan ><
She like keep chasing me hahas XD
Paiseh lurhs ><
Not my fault :x
Is the KFC too crowded x.x
Then need wait for sometime for the food lurhs...
Sorry arhs....
Went to northpoint find her...
She at the shop 'yellow' again ><
Looking for present for her korkor, James...
I dont know who he larhs :x
Saw him once.... And knows his name is James thats all ><

That Junwei saw me horhs =.=
I was going up the escalator then...
He keep pointing at me Zzzz...
Then reached le i shoot him...
Point what point later your fingers break Zzzz...
Stupid lurhs him ._."
But okays lurhs... His better then those boys in my class (:
Then then... He all the while...
Kept calling me 'chio bu' Zzz...
Fed up lurhs ._." Then he finally stopped !
* HAPPY HAPPY (: *
LOLS ! Dont know why i keep doing that nowadays :x

Went to Mac slack...
Bought $1 sprit...
Before that... Went to find Yuxuan...
Wanna borrow his basketball de ZZzz..
But he not at home lorhs ! WTH
Then Joan go her house take money LOLS XD
Slacked at mac... Lalalas ~
Bored lurhs ><
Then then...
I dam sleepy lorhs ><
Yesterday night didnt sleep at all Zzzz...
Stupid thing was...
I slept only after the alarm clock rang for me to wake up ._.
And during that few minutes....
I had a very weird dream.....
I dream of him sias WTH =.=
Then i was woken up by dad Zzzz....
And i was very puzzled lorhs...
Why did i dream of him....
Forget it... >< If delayed any longer...
Would probably be late for school hahas XD
Then.... Junwei, Joan and the other guy ><
Forgot his name :P Paiseh arhs !
Sent me home...
I went into the lift...
Dont know which idiot !
Keep pressing the lift Zzzzz
Fed up lurhs... So i just stood there heckcare le Zzz...
Waited for them to siam LOLS ._."
Went home and blah blah blah XD
During class...
Was laughing like hell yeahs (:
Can say it was super fun !
And and and !
STANLEY COUSIN !!!!
Go watch movie never jio uhhs !
Meaniie ): But then...
I also cannot go LOLS !
Too far le lurhs x.x Jurong point sias ><
Idiot :x Who ask you stay so far har ?! XD
Kays lurhs just kidding (:
Hope you enjoyed yourself ^^

GINA TEO !
Better comfirm when going watch movie horhs !
I want an answer by tomorrow !
I DONT CARE OKAYS ?! LOLS !
Keep chaging dates Zzzzz...
Dao di wanna watch or not derhs ?
Sighs....

2009-05-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

Lets see... What shall i blog about today?
LOLS ._." Today's marking day...
So there's no school ><
Basically... Just rotting at home Zzz...
Early morning... Sis woke me up !
Freak manzx... Was dam grumpy lurhs horhs :x
I was still dam sleepy lorhs x.x
I just lied on my bed....
Turning here and there ><
Just couldn't fall asleep again Zzz....
So i got up... Wash up and so on...
On com XD Who knows... Only bi online ._.
So went to maple lorhs....
Then pq pq XD rofl :x
Im done le... So i went to msn see who online...
Who knows... Tio spam 6 conv ><
Those bo liao people....
Say hi for nothing LOLS Zzzz...
Just said hi and nothing else ><
Chi bao mei shi zhuo uhhs? XD
LIKE MEEEE ~ Hehes :P

Sms-ed Joan if she wanna go eat lunch together...
Then then... She bo liu.... ><
Asked her wanna go AMK Hub find brasel...
But then sway lurhs...
Wanna go that time rain Zzzz...
Then i fed up mai go liao =.=
Anyway, Talked to Joan on phone...
She slacking with her friends...
So nvms lurhs Zzzz...
Someone then made me kinda pissed off lurhs ._."
Won't mention who lurhs (:
And please dont anyhow guess horhs ^^
Want know come find me...
I might tell, depends on who you are lo :P
Then then... Was blog hopping lurhs ><
Found songs for blog....
Aiyas... What to do lerhs...
Im just rotting at home nothing to do (:
Chatted with Andy kor too....
Dont know whether what he said about Stanley was true or not... ><

It seems like true to me leiis...
But impossible lurhs !
We are just cousins (:
My CLOSEST cousin barhs XD
He kept saying that to me yesterday LOLS !
Im referring to Stanley that is (:
This reminds me....
Yesterday, I had a nice long chat with him XD
Happy sias LOLS ! Dont know why also barhs ><
Maybe cause....
Im never that close to my cousins before? :x
He just happens to be in the same state as me...
Same age && Too the oldest child in the family....
So he probably understands me better then the others XD
Im referring to my other cousins LOLS !
My SILLY yet SHUAI + CUTE Cousin LOLS !
Had loads of fun chatting with him lurhs (:
Hohos ...
Lets continue barhs XD
Hmmms.... Mmmms.....
What was i going to write ?! LOLS
Gosh... My memory getting from bad to worse ):
I kept saying to korkor that he has sucha stupid mei ><
They he keep saying i not stupid cause i still sec 1 only LOLS
I purposely said 'im stupid'
Scared he angry then i said ' okok, wo ting korkor de' XD
Hahas...

Then then... Went out buy things for mum...
Lalalas... Listened to music on the way XD
Bought... Sun bian buy bubbletea LOLS ! :x
I so auto uhhs? Bought le...
Went home lorhs ! What else ? ._.
You people might probably doze off while reading my post Zzzz....
Here my mum goes again... Bla bla bla bla bla ><
Cant stand it le larhs... Everything scold me Zzzz
Not my fault also scold me =.=
Think i what siol....
Your punching bag arhs ?! Zzzz
Please larhs.. Im your own flesh blood okays ?!
I can be considered part of you lurhs horhs Zzzzz
Have you ever cared about me ?! Guess not...
You only care about my bro and sis...
So bias =.= I still prefer my dad more Ha....
I like you at times...
But sometimes, You make me really hate you Zzzz...
I can never do something in peace !
Only when your not at home...
Nono... Only when im alone...
Then i will have peace ><
Peace and quiet.... Nothing bothering me...
Forget it...

Reached home... Continue drinking my bubbletea...
Chatted with kor agains ><
He kept me company all the while (:
Thanks kor ! Love you loads lurhs <333
And not forgetting Benjamin kor :D
His always there....
To comfort me...
Giving me support when i needed it...
I love you loads load too kor <333
Dont get jealous lurhs (:
You always on my mind, in my heart derhs !
Will never forget my 2 beloved kors <33

Uhhs... Uhhs... Then then...
Continued blog hopping ? LOLS
I came to this blog....
Blogger is Andystorm? LOLS
Thats what he calls himself hahas !
His blog is interesting lurhs !
Its filled with pictures instead of only words XD
I enjoy reading it...
Its like reading a story book ><
Except there are loads of pictures in it ! HAHAS !
Then then..... Boiled Water for mum ><
Lalalalas ~ Bro went to fetch sis from school...
GOOD ! Im alone again (:
But only for a short while x.x
This reminds me Zzzz...
My bro made me so dam fking mad today when he came home...
He went to close my internet !
And i was editing things and just went away for awhile Zzzz..
Everything not saved lurhs ! WTH
Should have saved sias ): Regrets !
Have to start editing all over again Zzzz..
Waste my time siols.... Forget it Hais...
Part of it my fault also....
Blame myself for not saving it lorhs ><

Thought it would just be a short post...
Hahas... Who knows...
I dragged and dragged until it became so longs LOLS
Craps lurhs >< Just ignore it hahas :P
Im ending here....
Nothing interesting happened today...
So nothing much to post barhs ><
Please tag before leaving yeahs (:

I realised something....
I actually dont mind bottling everything inside...
And just faking a smile....
Cause....
When i see my love ones smile....
Their smiles are just so beautiful...
So sweeet <3
And thats all that matters....
Once they start smiling...
I'll be influenced too....
And without noticing it....
I will soon start smiling (:
And not faking a smile anymore <3

Andy kor made me realise that...
That day... When i met him....
I didnt dare to look at him in the face ><
Was kinda shy? Probably...
I've always been that shy since young x.x
What to do... Cant be help....
Then... Whenever i got the courage...
And look at kor in the face...
His always smiling :D
This smile... Means alot to me...
It made me feel very comfortable being around him....
How i wish...
I have a blood related older brother...
Just like him ><

2009-05-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

Hehes... Im dam tired now ><
Hmmms... Yesterday...
Stayed up till 12plus LOLS !
And YAY ~
Cause i finally got stanley's number :B
Hehes... And we were at there sms-ing lols !
Sad case he stills got 2 more paper to go ><
Good luck yeahs (:
I was lying on my bed...
Sms-ing:
Kahwai ; awhile only lols
Stanley ; till i got fed up of waiting for his reply ;x
Andy kor ; till i got super tired and wanted to sleep XD
Hahas ! Met korkor today :D

Mmmms.... Nothing much barhs... ><
10am supposed to meet him Oo
But then he smsed me...
Saying his tummy ache will be late ._."
Nvms... Told him reaching sms me....
Then who knows... He reached le then sms me LOLS ><
Nvms.... Walk walk walk....
Sat chat with him (:
Then then... He take out his laptop...
Cause i said wanna view his blog marhs :x
Then... No connection Zzzz...
Somehow... He still managed to go to his blog XD
Read the post... Boring XP
Hehes..... Oh yeahs this reminds me ><
He bought something for me to it...
Guess he knew i wouldn't eat my breakfast derhs :x
I rejected it hahas ! Thanks anyway kor ^^
In the end he ate it himself hahas :P

Then.... Went to library... Sat...
He surf net again LOLS ._.
Went to facebook Oo
I was curious and wandering how LF looks like...
Asked him if got her picture show me :x
And really got...
So now i got a kinda blur image of her Oo
Then... Was freezing cold lurhs ><
Kor suddenly pass me the laptop ._.
Ask me surf net lols !
Then i just went in msn lorhs ><
Chatted awhile...
Then fed up with his laptop :x
Pass him laptop ask him help me log out msn...
Who knows... He so bad....
Go chat with people on my list !!!
Then they all thought it was me sias Zzzz...
Chou korkor D: Bad you !
Then... Ask him can go le marhs....
Cause i freezing cold hehes....
Then he grab my hand? ><
My fingers dam cold...
Then he said why so cold derhs ._.
He asked me if i was alright LOLS ><
Yeahs ! Of cause i am :D
Then went out....
Went to packet chicken rice for lunch <3
Miss it lurhs (:
After that went home lorhs....
Kor sent me home ^^
Thanks ! And and...
He still said i owe him a hug x.x
Since when sias :x
I don't remember owing you a hug :P
But still....
Hugged him <3
Lift came... Went home lorhs....
While waiting for lift...
Ask kor go first he dont want ._.
Say i go up first then he leave...
Fine lorhs ><

After that... In the evening...
Went to Pasir Ris park with family ..
Bought KFC to eat there :x
Then.... Went to the seaside <3 Sweeet !
Hehes.....
Here are some pictures ><
The rest... Too dark le cant see clearly ):

Hehes.... Had loads of fun there lurhs ><
At the same time...
Sms-ed Benjamin korkor and Yeekiat <3
Bleahs :P
My bro and sis got soaking wet hahahas !
Sis tried to make me wet,
But failed :P
I ran away before she could splash it on my XD
Then... While they were bathing in the toilet....
Left me and my mum....
That time was already dark le ><
I lie on the mat...
And looked into the sky....
Not much stars though....
Wanted to take picture of it but too dark x.x
Hais.... When they came.....
Played swing and all <3
Was dam exhausted after that !
I fell asleep in the car while sms-ing Yeekiat :x
Sorry yeahs x.x
Then went home...
Bathe and fell fast asleep LOLS XD

Oh yeahs ! My ahyi made a pencil case for me <3
Love her lurhs hehes (:
Here's a picture of it...

2009-05-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hiies (: LOLS !
Theres some problem with my previous blog...
Hais... ><
The codes something wrong ):
Then whenever i click the templates...
To edit it, to solve the problem....
My internet always goes 'not responding' ><
I used another computer to try...
Still the same response....
So i gave up and created a new one...
Used back the old tagboard :x
Quite lazy though hahas !
I will try and make this blog lively...
Before it goes really dead ! Hahas !
Lets start the post [:

WOOOOOOOTS !~ Mid years are over !
Finally at last ! Oh GAWD ...
Hmmms... Lets see....

English paper ; so-so lurhs ><
-Paper 1
Probably dead lorhs...
Thats based on what teacher said x.x
-Paper 2
So-so lurhs ><
I just dont know the meaning of words...
That section is hard ._.

Science ; Not too easy... Not too hard :x
The last part was kinda hard....
Got mixed up with some of the info though x.x

Literature ; So dead ? ><
I didnt understand the unseen poem ...
And the Harry Potter summary....
It was 20marks....
And i wrote so dam little x.x
So little worth 20marks ?!
I dont think so ._."

Maths ; Wow... Unexpected :P
Kinda easy leiis....
But some of the answeres were weird...
First time saying easy for maths ._."
Who knows...
Maybe its easy to fail x.x
Hahas ! Lets not curse myself (:
Worked really hard for that one !

History ; Uhhs... *speechless*
LOLS.... Forgot some facts....
And it was like....
Base on memory lorhs ><
And my memory sucks (:
Im so forgetful derhs ....

Chinese ; Craps ? Hahas...
-Paper 1
Uhhs... So-so lurhs !
Heng i brought dictionary (:
If not i will be dead....
Hahas !
-Paper 2
Nothing much to say....
I just merely copy for the comprehension :x
Last question was kinda hard ><

Geography ; Ohh shit! Forgot to bring string ><
But in the end...
Got some from Joey (:
Thank gurls XD
But then... Didnt need it at all LOLS ._.
Last part was hard x.x
And the forth question....
Forgot >< Memorize only part of it...
Hopefully still got some marks ):

Homec ; So dead lurhs ! x.x
I tried to memorize the proteins and all....
But failed to do so ):
I thought it was rather important...
And would come out in the exam...
Who knows....
It really did x.x
But i forgot some D:
Hopeless lurhs... Sucky memory !

Art ; WOOOTS LAST 1 (:
LOLS Dont need study for this one hahas !
Most relaxing XD
Did the preperation....
But still... My drawing sucks x.x
Saw Lelia's drawing !
In fact... The whole class saw ._.
Cause teacher held it up....
To demostrate something ><
Then everyone went 'WOOOOWWWW ~ '
LOLS ! Yeahs, it was that beautiful :D

Today..... Hais....
Unlucky lurhs x.x
Got Mr Bala as our examiner ><
Come in class...
Than scold scold scold....
Say what we no manners Zzzz...
Then then.... Drink water also cannot ._.
Stupidity >< Hais...
Soo.... I started drawing....
Then coloured .... And blah blah blah....
LOLS.... Finished !
Oh ya....
Karheng was chased out of the class...
For don't know what ._.
Not sure of the reason though :x
And and.... I sms-ed Andy korkor (: HAHAS!
Then... End le.....
Teacher planned to release us earlier :D
But DIDNT lorhs ! >< Dots....
He called Chermine....
Say what she dont understand english....
He ask us write Name, Class and Register number ._.
She just forgot to write register number lorhs !
Than scold Zzzz... Can see Chermine very buay song...
Aiyas... Register number only what !
FYI : Our class only got 1 CHERMINE TAN horhs (:
Then....
Meeting Gina,Shannon,Chermine & Cherying at causeway point (:
Supposed to be at 12pm ._.
I was LATE !
Sorry gurls >< My bad D:
Then rushed there...
Apologised... And Chermine was like...
'Ehh, Who you who you... ' Dots lurhs ><
I your jie you dont know ?! LOLS
Went to long john silver eat...
But actually only Chermine and Shannon ate XD
Chermine dont want the drink so gimme (:
But actually i paid $1 for it LOLS !
Thanks anyway XD Gina went to buy slurpee ._.
After that... Went ARCADE ! GAWD !
I dont even play arcade LOLS
So i just follow them watching them play (:
They keep asking me wanna play or not ...
I just shake my head and said...
'Nvms, You all play ' And faked a smile HAHAS XD
I was feeling rather tired that time LOLS
Eyelid's dam heavy ._.
Wanna close wanna close ....

After that... Went shopping XD
Or should i say ...
Window shopping for me :P
Didnt spend a single cent :x
Then... They want go library....
Walk walk walk... Saw Raining Zzzz...
Then... Only Shannon got umbrella...
And there's 5 of us LOLS !
Gina and Chermine ran in the rain....
Cause their bag waterproof? LOLS ._."
Me, Shannon and Cherying used the umbrella....
But, Got umbrella = no umbrella sias Zzzz...
Was soaking wet lurhs !
Then... Went to library meet Gina & Chermine =.=
Who knows ! They weren't even wet ! WTH Zzzz...
What crap is this uhhs ?!
Supposed to meet Andy korkor when he finish school...
But in the end rain heavily Zzzz...
He cant come ._.
Then i was so dam pissed off lurhs horhs ...
Andy korkor! ihateyou lurhs ):
I know you wont angry at me derhs....
And i also know that you know...
I dont mean it derhs ><
You said you will make up for it tomorrow...
But who knows whether its true...
Like i said...
I have no fate with this kor....
Whenever we wanna meet...
Either something crops up or....
Meet for awhile only...
Probably less then an hour ? ><
No fate jiu shi no fate lurhs ! Hais....